Suddenly, Blogger is the emo site and xanga is the happy one.

They say that friends always defend the silver lining right?
Well, not exactly they, but just John Mayer.
My friends are actually condemning it. Whilst I'm the one defending it, protecting it with my life. Friends know the best right? They don't want us to get hurt, they are always there when you need them and always have the right words to say. Maybe I'm just being stupid, cleaving onto the believe that maybe, just maybe something will happen. Am I being mysterious? Haha, YY says guys don't like mysterious girls. But I can't be too open in a er, public place right? The meaning behind everything I've just said is in my diary. If anything ever happens to me, someone go get my diary, its sandwiched between an ugly green file and a book called "100 events that shook our world" on the other shelf. My Bucket List's in there. There are things I want to do and things I want to say to people, some people.

Maybe I'm not just defending the silver lining, maybe I'm just defending the people I love, defending the things I wanna do and myself. Nothing makes sense here, nothing I'm saying now would make sense to anyone, except maybe my friends, maybe I would understand. Maybe I'll go hiatus for a while. Or maybe I won't. Cos I can't keep my big mouth shut.