T_T muscle ache all over my upper body nowT_T_T the thai nat coach came and kept making us do "POWER POWER!!" stuff...i think i've been slacking alot during our stupid coach's trng, then suddenly power power, my shoulder v sore nowT_T. he kept making us do continuous stuff. do until wanna die alrd haha then er he made us jump n touch the basketball hoop. almost got my middle finger and index finger ripped off from that. haha. lucky now still can point middle finger at ppl. phew. lol . "dont love wall, love me!!" then we had to set into the bball hoop also, chase after the balls before it reached the end of the court...and wasai, he made us power power to the wall sia. his serving technique was quite uncomfortable lor. suddenly must walk so much just to serve. but not bad seh, every one's serves were quite hard aft that, v good v good. then got the one by one serve across one, nva go over must run 10 rounds...wtffff. super suay sia...dont wanna talk abt it alrd.sobsT_T. oh ya then he like sometimes will brag one lor. he had to set a few times just to get the ball into the bball hoop and serve so many times and still nva go in. negative demonstration sia. and 75% of the time dunno wat he talking about. must digest for awhile first. he nva speak thai lor, if not i can understand abit. hehe im multilingual V ^ ^ V.

then went to pastamania with them haha talked alot. sit there dunno sit how long talk cock entertain ourselves. i felt like having a second helping lol. went home and felt like eating pasta again!! then woke up today, felt like eating pasta too. im gonna order delivery later!! i think i have worms in my stomach, cannot feel full one. omg.

WTF.

The CID4 mentor is seriously fked up!!! Damn that asshole! "This is so obviously different from geckos" WHEN THE HELL DID I SAY ITS THE CHANGEABLE TREE LIZARD IS A GECKO. I SAID THIS IS NOT YOUR REGULAR HOUSE GECKO. THAT ASSHOLE. BAD COMPREHENSION SKILLS. ANW THAT SENTENCE DOESNT EVEN NEED COMPREHENDING. IT JUST REQUIRES SIGHT. WTF. AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THE HOUSE GECKOS. IS IT EVEN CALLED THE HOUSE GECKO?! THEN HE'LL JUST SAY THAT HE'S BEEN WORKING INTO THE NIGHT AND WASNT IN HIS USUAL STATE OF MIND WHEN HE WAS EDITTING OUR WRITEUP. WAH. THEN IM GONNA GET __ TO SCREW HIM UP REAL BAD. SERIOUSLY LOR. THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE COMMENTS THING HE WAS LIKE USING IT TO KB US. HE THINK RV STUDENTS SO STUPID MEH. EVELYN WROTE "THE SILK THAT IT WEAVES IS GOLD." HE SAID"YOU MEANT GOLDEN IN COLOUR." WHICH FKING IDIOT OTHER THAN HIM WOULD THINK THAT A SPIDER WOULD ACTUALLY WEAVE A WEB MADE OF GOLD?! AND WHAT GOLDEN IN COLOUR. U PRIMARY SCH KID AH. ANW, IF SHE REALLY MEANT THAT IT'S MADE OF GOLD, SHE'LL SAY THAT ITS "MADE OF GOLD" RATHER THAN "GOLD".  

SERIOUSLY LOR, THE WHOLE EDITTING PART IS LIKE TO KB US ONE LA. "WAT IS SO INTERESTING ABOUT ABT A SHURB THAT GROWS TO 1.5M" WTF. U THINK I ALWAYS GO TO KRANJI AND SEE GRASS MEH. HE ALWAYS ASK US QUESTIONS LIKE AS IF WE'RE IDIOTS OR SMTH. U IDIOT LA. LATER I ANSWER BACK U "NO MEH? YA WAT. MY HOUSE OUTSIDE THE SHRUB 5CM ONLY LEH. GET YOUR FACTS RIGHT BEFORE TALKING TO ME LA." HE ALSO NVA TELL US ALOT OF INFO DURING THE GUIDED TRAIL AND EXPECTS US TO FIND STUFF THAT WE CANT FIND FROM THE INTERNET. SIAO. U THINK WE WHOLE DAY LIKE U STARE AT PLANTS MEH. I BET HIS BRAIN IS MADE UP OF GRASS LOR. STUPID LA WE HAVE MORE CONSTRUCTIVE THINGS TO DO. AND U LITTLE FUCKER MADE ME RANT SO MUCH AND THAT LEAVES ME WITH 43 MINS BEFORE THE DEADLINE TO FINISH THE STUPID WRITEUP. DURING THE NEXT GUIDED TRAIL I PLUCK OUT FLOWERS, SQUASH BUTTERFLIES AND SPRAY BAYGON ON THE WEAVER ANTS FOR U TO SEE. I PUT SALT ON THE STUPID SNAILS ALSO. AND CARVE MY NAME AND HIS NAME WITH A HEART AROUND IT ON THE STUPID SCREW PINE. SCEW U BITCH!_|_

I hate her. I hope she dies. Stupid bitch. 

Oh no. oh no oh no oh no oh no oh no. pipa gg. i've been practicing for ages now and i still can't play that stupid song. anw i practice while key questing. goodness, i'm hooked onto neopets. can't stop myself from spamming the games and neopts. I'm around 60 000 np away from being a millionaire. oh no oh no oh no. pipa how. its 3 more days. no wait. its 12 am now. so its 2 days. SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!! T_T I'm gonna...flunk it i guess. and i dont care im not going to do extra zuowens just bcos i'm 1 mark away from getting 51/90 for paper 1. so stupid. im not going to do any anyway. omg thai coach coming to coach us. a once-in-a-lifetime experience. omg i cant stop eating seaweed too. wonder if i'll get food poisoning or some disease from it. omg yay then i dont have to go for the stupid exam!!*somersaults*anw, i'm gonna wash my hair now. oh yeahhh. its frigging growing!! when it bcomes like damn long, i'm gonna chop it all off above my shoulder. oh yeah i can't wait to have short hair. no need to tie hair and no headaches when sitting in the car cos the stupid pony tail keeps preventing me from resting my head on the headrest. OH YEAHH. SHORT HAIR. 

anw die. i'm gonna wake up early tmr to practice. i wanna learn how to play the violin. wow then i can play 4 instruments. piano pipa recorder and violin. ok no, i'm gonna find another instrument that starts with p. the only one i can think of is a piccolo. no wait. wth, it involves mouth-finger coordination. nonononono. now that i think of it, learning how to play the violin wouldnt be a good idea either. i might get neck aches and i might be swaying permanently. violinists keep swaying lor, what's their problem. can't stand still at all. maybe some percussion instrument should be easier. lol the gamelan thing. lolololololololol. felt like an idiot playing the gong lor. 

Damn.

wtf. Got a bursary this year. wtf la, can't even get a single cent from it. No scholarship this year...T_T So in total I just earned 150 bucks this year by myself. Anw quite expected one lor, the teachers moderate like siao and so many people are getting 3.8 its ridiculous. I only got 3.6..ah wtf la. Not very shocking either, cos I slacked so much this year haha. Nvm, still have next year and 2 years after the next. Oh yeahh . If I can keep getting scholarships for 3 more years, then I'll get $1500. Whee. And I'll just go for the competitions that has money involved>: ) 

The stupid Kranji Nature Trail mentor sucks la. Stupid ah kua. Go there for more than 1 hr just to let him kb us. Every sentence has "you all just copied from the internet" or "no effort" or "i slept at 4am". Ya la ya la, we get your drift la, you think we didnt put in any effort and you are very tired. wthhhhh. Crazy one leh he. I wrote "These flowers are only that colour when they first open in the morning(after sunrise, about 9am)" Then he was like, not all flowers open at 9.00am wat. Some open at 9.01, 9.02. I WAS LIKE     . ________________ . LOL WTH MAN. The word "about" is there for a reason lor. Siao one leh. He go see plants until his brain seh already. Listen to him talk can fall asleep one lor. Cos he keeps going on about us lifting from the internet and him sleeping at 4am. I also slept at 4am doing the PI for u lor wth. You had better give me a better grade!!> :(

Today... We were carefree after 10am cos he was barely there!! haha sounds familiar right? haha. The stupid proboscis monkey left 1 hr earlier!! HAHAHHAHA .SO HAPPY!!!!!! DIDNT HAVE TO SEE HIS MONKEY FACE FOR EXTRA 1 HR!!! HAHAHHAHA. Today's trng was damn slack. So boring didnt feel like training at all. LOL. He got pissed while teaching the sec1s. That's just dumb lor. Getting angry all the time will make him die faster. And I hope he does. Felt like shouting across the tennis court at him "HEY U SHUTUP. U PROBOSCIS MONKEY! YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF THEM. SHUTUP!! GO AND DIE WHILE YOU'RE AT IT!!!!!!" HAHAHHA. Ok anw, so damn slack today....Oh ya, the main team lost to 2nd team today. Cos we totally fang shui let u all happy one. Durh so obvious lor jiali. 

Then er, did some things with the measuring tape. Now its "dirty". Haha. Then gossiped about her again. Wah, really can't stand her. So damn flirt!! 

oh, sr and stef sucks. sr bcos..cant say. then for stef..it went like this.

Me: Eheh, u noe I dreamt that I had a psp and I was driving a sports car and lived in a bungalow.

Stef: That's why it"s called a dream.

Me:        ._____________________.

I HATE ANYTHING THAT STARTS WITH P. Wth!!! I wasn't this hardworking during my piano exam period lor. pia pipa like siao now. Stupid. Learning it was a mistake. ok nvm, from tmr onwards, i'm gonna eat sleep and think pipa. 

I look funny in that picture. ahha .Awww. Javier went back to Indo already~ So cute lor he. Hit some random guy on the road in the jingle balls on purpose. LOLOLOL. The house is so quiet now without him screaming and his mom screaming at him for screaming. hahaha. He kept clinging on to me haha and my dog's scared of him. 

Anyway. I'm gonna start complaining about things.

CID 4 SUCKS. STARTING CID4 EARLY WAS A MISTAKE. STUPID !@$%!^$#%!$#@$ The mentor expects so much from us. He thinks we don't have other stuff to do during the hols. Wth, training 3 times a week leh. Still need to rest one lor. So troublesome have to walk through the trail dunno how many times to take pictures of the stupid insects and plants. That place is infested with ants and mosquitoes lor. Dunno which idiot tourist would go there. I'd rather go for the sungei buloh nature trail rather than the kranji one la. the place is like god forsaken. There were rotting fishes along the trail.... I'm gonna set fire to the whole trail. No wait. I'm gonna burn the whole forest there. NO MORE CID4~~~~~~~~WHEEEEEEEE!! No need to go down to NUS every wk just for 1 hour. Stupid rite. The more stupid one is to go back to sch for just 15 mins. *points middle finger with my feet*

wthhh. Still have to torture my fingers for 9 more days. 

"Do you practise everyday?"

"Yah."

"How long? Got 4 hours anot?"

"4 HOURS? no....er....1 hour...." *lies to him*

omgggggggg. sian lor!! everyday pipa pipa pipa. Play until I wanna piss on the thing lor. I play until the strings all rusting already leh.....Had a 1hr30min lesson just now......play until I wanna die alrd. Felt like whacking the thing on the wall. Piss on it and make it soft, blend it and turn it into newspaper and let my dog pee on it. This thing is pure torture. More tiring and demanding than training. The amount of coordination is.....well beyond my capability.....I have problems doing jumping jacks already now have to coordinate all 10 fingers. T_T Worse than playing piano..The coordination on the key board is still manageable cos both hands are facing the same direction. Now one hand is vertical and the other one is horizontal. And it's so troublesome have to wear fingernails somemore. Then my hand sweat sweat sweat then will slip off the string. Then I so hardworking play until got this permanent dent on my index finger. sucks lor. Now my hands arent soft and silky anymore........................T.T bleah. heh heh . And I didnt know I had to play scales until today lor. For another 9 days, my fingers are super precious. More precious than the crown jewels or anyone else's family jewels. Must ice them everyday and push moisturizer and exfoliate every night>: | 

Enough pipa for one day. It's neopetting time!! Key quest rocks!! Can earn neopts like mad!! Oh yes, must pamper my fingers by playing key quest too!!

The Tale of Despereaux

"Are you a rat?"

"No."

"A mice?"

"I am, a gentleman."

Didn't think that the book would actually be a motion picture. The movie is quite different from the book. The drawing pictures of cats part didn't happen I think..It's all added in for comic relief. In the book, the crazy mouse was smitten by the princess he kept saying "I honour you" to her.  Anyway, it's a nice story of a mouse, a princess, some soup and a spool of thread(:

Cirque Du Freak, the saga of Darren Shan by Darren Shan is coming out next year too. The actor for Darren Shan is quite cute >: ) 

Can't wait~!!

p.s: oh yes, there's training tomorrow. I hope the fuckingly fucked up fucktard of a coach gets either fired or dies. Best scenario would be to have him murdered, drowned, mutilated and dismembered. His various body parts fed to the dogs. I swear I was telling myself that I'm going to the internet to google ways of executing a voodoo spell that's fullproof. Speaking of that, I forgot to do it yesterday. I'm gonna get to it now.

I hate it when things don't go my way. I get angry. Call it single-child syndrome or whatever. Maybe Bryce is right. I still can't let it rest cos it didn't go my way.

This is stupid.

:( unexplainable, tragic, pathetic, disdain. Weak.
I hate this.

walao i dont wanna go for the retarded bvb compt. frigging so last min. feel so sick now. cant possibly not collapse under the hot sun and on the hot sand for hours.wthhh my left ear's stuck with all the mucus. its some tube connected to the ear from the nose that always gets stuck when i have the flu. what a great time for it to happen. stupid pipa exam's in abt 20 days' time n im so not ready and when i try to practice i hear wierd buzzing sounds in my ear. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. ok watever. ahh cant stop coughingT_T cough until got this bloody taste. yucks.

IM SICK. AHHHH.
Was alrd coughing on friday...and sneezing like mad. Then felt better after running...Then er, had lunch with 8 out of 38 of the class i think.....then watched the coffin...omfgwtf. sucky movie!! suckiest movie i've ever seen!! suck suck suck suck suck!! suck straw!! not that bad la, i'm sure there are worser ones...anw it's a local production...so...cant really expect much...we sat at the 2nd row from the front...our eyes couldnt take in so much...then er....pearlyn was doing some wierd punching thing haha, she said she was stretching...anw the movie was stupid lah. DONT WATCH UNLESS U HAVE ALOT OF EXTRA MONEY.

Went home then...wtfffff...had trng on saturday....it was raining so damn heavily...sian lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr zzzzzzzzzz but no choice have to go...wah kao gym for 3 hrs leh. siao luh. carry like 10 kg pole walk up and down...siao one la. then he say will have super muscle aches. but im ok leh. haha. still alive and jumpin!! so then went home.

aft that wahhh. fell sick. super sick. sick until i cant rmb wat happened. headache plus sore throat plus runny nose plus cough. walao. just when i've restocked the house with junk food then i fall sick. wthh. my mars bar is still sitting in the frige!! and my bag of garlic chips!! _|_ evelyn passed her disease to me!! >: ( hahahahha. now i cough every 3 secs and have to clear my nose every min. i think. horrible. gonna waatch more online movies!!