erm.not much to say.i had piano lesson just now.then my teacher say that my piece surely get very high marks de.i was quite happy.but i couldnt smile.i wonder y.maybe i didnt think it was good enough.yepp.thats y.it wasnt good enough.i was so stressed out trying to impress my piano teacher.but the problem is i didnt practice for like 1 week.n i forgot some parts...then i was trying my best to pretend to be very pro.it worked though.for 1 piece.then the scales was horrible.all broken.i couldnt stand it.its like everytime i try to impress my piano teacher.but i dont noe y.its just that i feel that she expects more from me.then im like so afraid that i would like waste her time her and my $ if i dont concentrate and play proplerly.
Well, i really think that i have improved quite alot...compared to last year.its like this year my piano skills "kai qiao".i used to play songs that r like very broken.for 1 bar i can make like aloooot of mistakes.then my teacher also very frustrated. but this year.i could suddenly play without and i mean without any mistakes. its like i've finally woken up. oh, well.i'll have to work harder on my scales.if not im so going to die during my exams.then the examiner surely ang moh one.i dunno y in front of ang mohs i very nervous one lah. like the 2 exams before this(FYI i skipped alot of grades.in grade 5 now.pro right,for someone who didnt concentrate for like 6 years), the examiners were ang mohs. then i was so freakin nervous.my fingers started to tremble when it touched the keys.so afraid.anyways.before i sign off.I LOVE HIM FOREVER.

Im like so happy!!!My father brought me to IKEA today and wanted to buy a bed frame, a cupboard, a bookshelf for me!!!Finally!!!And my mother was not there to spoil the occasion though....haha...that made it even better...
Before that i was like typing my ass off for the English hw and i finally finished it within an hour...was that great or wat?oh, wat can i say, i was born great.
OK, i'll talk abt yesterday. I have more to say abt that day. My sch finally moved to a new campus, which is the old site for SAJC. IT looks bigger , but very mazy.i dun think i will be able to find my way around that place easily. But we had a tour around the sch. It was old....the track has all those rubber coming off it. The netball court looks henious, no offence to anyone who thinks otherwise. There was a snail outside the girl's toilet!!!And worst of all, there was no indoor court..then Keith said that they r still building the court...but thats gd news.We get to have a new court. but we have to share it with the badminton ppl. But we still get to have the tennis court all to ourselves. Thats like really gd...its like we own the court!!haha...
Then we had to do this RV50 formation lah.then this sec 2 guy was going up n down the line and saying stand on yr spot.stand on yr spot.irritating.then we waited for like so long for the photographer to finally take the picture of the formation. Then during that time, i was either talking to veron they all or looking up at the windows.guess who i saw?they were none other than the 2 broke backs.the third one did not appear.The two of them were up there talking pictures...
then before that,when i was walking to the toilet and back to class again with veron, claudia and val, we kept singing the high sch musical songs. so nice lorz...so happy lah.but the 2 brokebacks appeared.this toopid took my pic i think. but if im not wrong i turned around in time before he could take my face. Then we met them again...then i ran up the stairs..cause they were armed with cameras.i hate getting my pic taken.especially by them.thats the worse thing that could ever happen to me. So i ran up 1 lvl. then ran to the other staircase.then i saw zp at the stairs, with his camera.i think getting ready to take my pic when i go down.BUT, i was soooo clever.i ran up again before he could see me.then i looked down i shouted his name.then he was like who call me?who call me? or something like that.so blur.hahahahahahahaha. thats all for today folks!

AHHHH!!!today is like the worst day of my life!!!!!!!!i lost my first kiss to my idiotic cuz!!!!ARHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go n die!!!n do u noe how old he is??he's 7!!!n he's very irritating!!!!if my cuz is like very shuai then still can lar...but then of all ppl it must be that 7 year old little boy.n his name is dennis..aka don don.he made me angry.i wanted to bite his nose off.then i moved to fast.then...it happened...arhhh...then i was like pui pui pui.rubbing my mouth.ew....gross....im going to have nightmares of him...
n before that..my mother was talking to me abt this woman from her kampong...then cause that woman her husband always not at home.then she had this craving for men.then she went around having ahem ahem with alot of different men.then she found out that she had aids or some kind of terminal disease of something.then my mother was like,there is like a pimple in every woman's that thing that guys dun have.then when she did it,blood will come out.then dunno wat she do too many times liao then the guy very rough or something then got infection.then that woman dun want to go see doctor,in the end she died...
then i was like when they have the that thing must stick the thing in meh????my mouth was too big...i went to ask my mother."ma,so that means that u n daddy also stick in larz?"then she was like of course lar,if not where got u...i was utterly disgusted..wow..my eenkelishi very good right.then it was so ew lar.can u imagine yr parents doing it....n somemore i was eating lorz...then my mother was ku xiaoing cause i was like ew...
then everytime when i see couples with children, i will suddenly imagine them doing that thing...ew...even my granmother n grandfather doing that thing...ew....so gross larz!!!

got volleyball shoes today...n my feet was smaller than the smallest size that the coach had..which is..very small,n i might have to custom make it...but then i just took it back home .In the end also can wear.then arhz,we went to watch the combined sch,C division guys train.omg....they are so good at spiking larzz...i feel so inferior..too bad i didnt see bernard seet...hiaz...i want to watch B division guys train!!!!!
but,no pain no gain.watching the C division guys was like torture,but i saw one very shuai guy...St hilda's again...same sch as Bernard Seet...wow...St.Hilda's volleyball team sure have lots of good looking guys.His jersey no. is 7!!He looks so ang moh larz...made me think of him again...sigh...haha
actually i wanted to go to the library with veron they all one,but after training,we decided to play girls vs guys.in the end we ended up playing a few service games...waste of time.stand there like statue like that.then after that, my mother dun let me go library already..then i went home to watch tv n stuff myself with junk food n do last minute practice on my piano,before the teacher comes. I cant seem to do the scales properly!!my fingers keep getting tangled...i keep forgetting the fingerings...

had training today..aiyo keith went to choose such a funny place larz...n somemore he gave a wierd information abt where the place is...old NIE/SMU. near botanic gardens.???huh???Old NIE or SMU?So which one is it?near botanic gardens?botanic gardens is so damn big larz...from holland all the way to bukit timah lehz..then my father was so angry larz..he drove up and down the same road for like dunno how many times...then i say something then he scold me.he was like scolding me because i wasnt helping him read the map.waliao..he like my toopid mother like that de lorz...u ownself do wrongly must go n blame other ppl so that u wont loose face...shitty lorz...
Then he finally found the place.it was not NIE/SMU larz..its the wat MOE cca centre lorz...waliao...give wrong information.then i thought i was late cause training starts at 8 then i reached there at 8.15 like that.but in the end only stephanie and micole were there n the Mr ang larz...
Mr Ang brought his ball.the official ball that we will be using for competitions..then the ball is like so soft larz,then still can bounce so high.waliao...then dunno which coach say that if we train with harder ball,then we will have more strength or something...torture!!
my parents are getting very wat lorz...a bit a bit also suspicious..my father also learn from my mother liao larz...when we were in the lift,then chikan called me.then he asked me to bring the ball.then i was like"oh,ok..."
erm,not bringing the ball is like equivalent to not bringing yrself..how can i even forget not to bring it...then my father was like,who was that??guy or girl??waliao...they are over reacting lorz...like come on larz...i wont have boy fren de lorz..im still so young larz...please lorz..
ok,continue with the training.we trained at the basketball court.i expected it to be like just a basketball court lar,but then there was a net.a net!!!a real net..not like the badminton net that we used to use.it was so high...oh my gosh...like 2 meters plus lorz...then i was like,like that how to jump n spike??but in the end also can larz..hahax
i felt so uncomfortable after the training lorz..i didnt sleep properly yersterday night,then like my neck is so painful.then giving me headaches...actually wanted to go to the jurong library to meet claudia and val to do hw,but i could not stand it,must go home n sleep.
i was very tired liao lorz..so i slept.then suddenly i woke up.then i saw my cuz's big face in front of me.scare die me larz..i was wondering y he was here...then in the end he come here like just to watch movies.then wake me up for the password for my com...he very funny de larz..so lame de lorz..
then after that got piano lesson.can die arhz.dunno y my scales suddenly become so lan larz..then i was doing the e harmonic minor scale.then i got mixed up with all my fingerings,then my teacher was like"do u know that e harmonic minor is the easiest?"waliao...im trying my best liao larz..then she keep putting her hand on my hand .then i was like trying to move my fingers then she keep pulling my fingers.waliao..then i was like trying to pull my hand away from her..i wanted to say:waliao.stop grabbing my hand larz..u r stopping my movement lorz..i cant even move properly.."

ahhhh....so much to do..so little time...
the toopid teachers are giving us too much hw...im trying to take my time to do it,u noe,enjoy life,homework..trying to concentrate..but then my mother was like faster do yr hw,dun watch tv,msn,sms...bla bla bla...
there i was trying my best to concentrate on my hw,and here she is blabbering on abt how fast selene does her hw.????"selene finished her english hw liao arh,now she's going for tuition already arh..ppl very clever liao arh.." OMG! my mother is like so wat larz..Selene do wat i also have to do meh...during the psle period,i went for ALOT of tuition.then Selene or this other girl called Sharon did not go for alot..then my mother was like,"they all dun go for tuition also very clever...bla bla bla"totally contradicting herself now.waliao larz...in the end i also got higher than them lorz...Then arhz,there was once when my family went to japan with Selene's family.Then i dunno wat happened to my mother, like zhong xie like that.Suddenly treat Selene like her own daughter n me as a lump of shit.cause we all dunno go where mah,then selene want to go this place, i want to go that place,then my mother was like,"follow her la...they all go japan for 3 times liao,should noe the place well.."Then i was like "WALIAO!!"like everytime they go japan they will go to the exact same places until so shou lorz!!Then in the end i had to follow larz...then my mother is like waliao lorz...Then arhz i kept showing a black face,cause i not happy mah.we all go all the way to japan,n it may be our last time there,then we cannot enjoy ourselves then have to follow selene all around...like in disney land n in the dunno wat world.then all the rides that she wanted to go on was like ew...not nice de larz...then all the rides that i wanted to go on were cool!all the roller coasters was like so fun lorz..Then arhz..cause my mother was like follwing selene all around like a dog larz..then i wasnt very happy abt her doing that.a grown adult donig that??so embarrasing larz...selene go toilet she also want to follow!!Then i was like WTF.i wanted to point middle finger at her n scream out the f word. i was so angry lorz..then that useless father of mine was of no help.i complained to him.Then he was like "aiya,yr mother is like that one lar,she want to follow then let her follow lar,later u say too much, she will say alot one."waliao...cant he just talk to her...ahhhh...then i kept showing a black face,then my mother was obviously not very happy with it.Then she made this comment that u noe,made me want to cry my heart out."selene's jiao di(bottom of her feet) looks even better than yr face."When she said that i was so sad larz..i wanted to cry.but i couldnt.i did not want to cry in front of her.i didnt want to cry in front of anybody.
Then,when we were at the airport,waiting for the flight home.Then my mother was like tagging behinf selene again. i wasnt very happy.Then just because selene wanted to sleep on the way back, i couldnt take the window seat.Just because of her.then my mother was like"no.no.no."waliao.that made me even angrier.Then selene has air sickness mah,then cannot eat on the plane,then she had to go eat in the airport,then i didnt want to go,i wanted to go shopping in the airport.My mother didnt want to.she wanted to follow selene!!WALIAO!!!i couldnt take it anymore liao lorz,i cried.i think that was the time that i felt angriest.my whole body was hot.my face turned red.n my tears kept rolling out.
during the whole trip, i was trying to get my mother to notice me,but all she could think of was selene selene selene.i was very heart brokened.i mean,who wouldnt?im like her daughter,and selene is not.she has to give all her attention to her...very sad larz...
Ok,back to the hw.i kept using the com.MSN.Then my mother is someone who gets suspicious easily.then she keep saying that im talking to guys lar.then wat i have boyfren.i love the guy so much,then keep talking to him.WALIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im just talking only wart...no big...then she made such a big deal abt it.Then always read my SMSes.

we had training today.then i asked my father to bring me to sch, then he still take his own sweet time to get ready, n i was already late liao lorz..then i was asking him to speed.then all the toopid traffic lights all red.then i very frustrated then i started saying waliao....then he was like is it my fault?then he scold scold scold, then push all the blame to me...Then xiao rong called.then she say that if im late for 1 min, coach will make me run an extra round...waliao..but in the end also never run lorz...
Then arhz..today the training was quite ok larz...then jiao lian finally like knew my name....instead of calling me"ni,ni,ni" or"you" he finally said"huishan"....he like dun want to noe the girls name larz...then he noes athe guys name. So wat lorz...waliao...then i was quite happy that he knows someone else's name other than alyssa, jiali n xiao rong...
then after training right.micole n i were in the same train as the coach. the other ppl were taking the one to boon lay.Then we were talking abt some volley ball stuff.Then jiao lian was like "volley ball is abt angle,bla bla bla. Then u all girls must work hard on yr control..."Then he suddenly say:"mr teo n i have chosen the captain and vice captain." Then micole or me ,i cant remember, said"must me alyssa or jiali right.."then he was like "yah."
Then his yah was like him throwing a huge stone straight at my face!i was so u noe...very sad larz...but then he continued saying that they will change captains, cause alyssa n jia li cant be captains forever.That relieved me...hahax...then i purposely say "acutually hor, rv got this cca leader one leh.n is not the teacher or coach choose one lehz,is the whole team vote one de."Then he was like"reall??" he was shocked.hahax.i must have shocked him!yay!!i have always wanted to hit him with the ball lar.Then he said"oh.."Then i was like smiling .hahahahaha.too bad lorz....hahahaha..yay...so happy!!