the feelings are still there.

so long nva blog liao.....
zzzzzzzzzzz
hahahha.
omigosh.
ytd laughed like shitz with stephanie minping and esther when we were walking up the slope.
HAHHAHAA.
said super stupid things i laugh until my stomach ache like siao,
felt like rolling down the slope while laughing.hahahaha
stephanie's new name is ban hoe
minping's name is lee mui.
esther's name is esther.hahaha
my name is dora lee soo ben.
HAHAHAH

ehhh.
laughed like shit agn during recess just now too.haha.

went shopping with dewi like 2 days ago or smth.
more like speed shopping, she was in a rush to meet her, ahem, bf.
haha.
had to go n change the havaianas tht SHE BOUGHT FOR ME, cos one side was like bigger....
IS SHE NICE OR IS SHE NICE?!
she was totally serious abt getting them for me luhs!
haha.
the trekking ones.
then in the morning she called me and asked what's my feet size.
WOOTS!!
LOVE HER LIKE SIAO!
not bcos she got havaianas for me, but tht she's so nice to hang out with and does super stupidly hilarious things.hahahahaha.
we went to fox, then she was like wondering if fox came from newyork or smth.
but the cashier said it's from like israel or smth.
then i was like, ER....I THOUGHT THE ONLY PART OF THEIR BODY THE ISRAELIS SHOW ARE THEIR EYES??? 0.0
LOL

so sian leh,
like not even 1 mth, then got so many tests.
wth la.
had physics, which i confirm plus chop will get 1 digit.tht freaking test, i do until i start sweating, then got headache cos the sci lab was so stuffy....
then chem, er...i dno la.but confirm plus chop wont fail one.haha.
then maths, woots, got full marks!! (:
then tdy had geog,went quite well luh.haha.
then dno when got bio test.wtf.

IN 1 MTH GOT 5 TESTS LEH!
BOOOOO~~~T_T

this fri last match, against nanyang.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

woots!
flag day was hella lot of fun!!
at first me n jiali were at jp there, then stand there, wait 4 ppl to put money in.
quite sian luh.
then aft that edward and leonard appeared!
then we followed them around until edward like gg to go mad like that.
then me n jiali were like pasting the stickers on his back.
HAHA.
sia la, then we follow them to gek poh, then frm gek poh, then come back.haha.
then at the bus interchange, leongyu they all join them , then with the last yr 2i guys.
then they all dam cartoon luh!
when one bus with alot of ppl came, they all ran aft the bus.
DAM FUNNY LA!HAHA!
ohohoh! we saw 1 cute angmoh, he's like dam shuai and dam tall la!
jiali saw him first,then i saw him, then we were like OMG.
haha.

then tdy was quite fun too luh!
aft the match, me, stephanie, sr, minping and esther went to lot1 and walk arnd.
i wanted to get my sports bra, but couldnt find the right colour lehss....
then saw this nike bag, the same bag that i saw when i went out with selene.
HELL CHIO LUH!
I'VE DECIDED!
I'LL GET THAT BAG!!!!!
then we all bought old chang kee, and bubble tea, then went to the food court to study.
HAHA.
minping v cartoon also la!
then she n sr eat carrot cake eat until drop everywhr.
HAHA.
DAM CUTE LUHS!!
haha, esther said smth abt ms ek.
haha.
tissue paper one dollar, __ __ body one dollar!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.DAM FUNNY!!!
when i was on the train, on my way home, got 2 bangala standing beside me.
BOTH OF THEM WERE LIKE SINGING LUH! IN HIGH PITCH LEH!
MUTHAFKING !#@%~$
I ALMOST LAUGHED MY ASS OFF!
the shorter bangala went like, imagine, in high pitch somemore :
juuu juuu mai ta laaaa,laaa, muu la ti laa laa, i love you, i love you~~~

then his friend was like adding in also la:
laa...laa...laa...~~
WALAU.CAN U IMAGINE HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO HOLD BACK MY LAUGHTER?!
I ALMOST DIED!

i think it was retribution luh.
cos on the bus i purposely sing the sabai sabai song to make stephanie and minping they all laugh and laugh and laugh.
then now, the bangalas come and sing in front of me, wtf sia.haha.

then in front of me got this couple, the woman was like leaning on the guy's chest.tht guy was fat.
then the guy lean on the glass panel.
then they were like slping so soundly that their mouths liike open like tht, then i think they almost drooled or smth la.
then then woman wake up, then she got this v xing fu look on her face.HAHA.
DAM FUNNY.
THEN SHE CONTINUE SLEEPING ON THE GUY'S CHEST, EH, NO, MORE LIKE BOOBIES.HAHA.

and seriously la, if you do sports and u have huge boobies,u r gg to have a difficult time la.haha.
just now in sch saw like one netball team dno frm wat sch one running,then got 3 of them their boobs hell big la! like 10 times mine or smth.
when they were running, it was like, damn obscene la......haha....
me n minping keep laughing.
minping is a pervert!!
she keeps looking at girl's boobies!!!

sian leh.wtf.
i want to play without thinking abt wat would happen if i worsen it.
i want to play properly!!
wth.
i keep thinking abt the consequences and get worried,scared, traumatized.
hate it ok.

haha, competition v sian leh.
but aft tht jiaolian drove us home in his lorry.
me, peiwoon, minping n ziyun sit at the back, then stephanie sit at the front.
back as in the open air place.
it was a super bumpy ride man!
then the wind blow our hair until like our hair can stay blown permanantly.haha
so cool sia.
then we behind dno talk wat crap.haha.
then when we finally came back to sch we were like waving to ppl.
then they stared at us sia.haha, giving tht 0.0 look.
LOL.
super funny sia!
then jiaolian was saying tht he got 5 lives in his hands.:D

haha.songwei's face v funny.haha.
minping n stephanie keep laughing at me.
haw haw haw.
dam funny, then i cnt make the face when i look at them.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
HAHA.
I GOT MINPING'S PIC.DAM FUNNY BUT V ARTISTIC ONE.
WOOTS!

aw.....
i miss writing my little black book of secrets.
haha.
er, for those who dont know.
its a 3cm by 3cm super tiny use paper cut out and stapled book made by moi.
originally black(thus the name,DUH.)and first written when i was in p5/p6.
was a major hit.
haha.
its just my little fantasies.....
started with maurice and xuanming.
and majesta they all.
then aft tht suddenly rmbed last yr tht i wrote a bk like this.
continued writing, then it became like a blue book, cut out frm the letter supposed to b given to parents i think.haha.
then er, continued frm the maurice and xuanming story.
IF IM NOT WRONG.
maurice was the one i like and who secretly likes me back but acts super cool.
xuanming is the super open one who likes me.
ehhh.
got abit bhb.

but, A GIRL CAN DREAM, CANT SHE?
er....then majesta had her daniel radcliffe.dawn n er glenn i think.then sheryl n mattias.

then move to high sch le.
then met new frens
new guys.
er....
i rmb the locker part.
heh heh.
i tried to open my locker but cnt open.
then pull too hard in the end fall backwards.
then _ _ _ _ _n caught me jus in time.
then valerie is like of malay and indian descent
veron and claudia is all western one sia.
valerie's one is like etched in my mind.
bcos, her colour is like totally contrast to her parents one luh.
haha.
mine was jap n english i think.
then we all 4 super rich one or smth.
then walk into the hall got ppl gawking.
or smth.
like f4 like tht.
then stephanie was my best cca fren.
then i think i stopped somewhr there.
COS I LEFT THE BOOKS IN MY POCKET AND MY MOM WASHED IT.
T_T

ehhh.
so the moral of the story is;
its good to have fantasies.
it gives u regular hormone production,
that keeps u energetic and young!

arghhhhhhhh!
i dropped my hp!!!!!!!!!
shitttttttttymama.
i was arranging my uniform on my way to the toilet,
then the freaking phone freaking flew out frm the pocket.
the phone was only a few days old.......:'(
i swore to keep the phone like freaking nice and shiny.
then the phone freakin dropped out.
oh mannnnnnnnnnnnnnn.T_T

nabeh.
wtf is wrong with my knees and my freakin back.
freaking injuries.
my knees like cannot tahan cold weather.
in china my knees were like dieing..........
then now i stand infront of the fan then my knees start to ache.
omgggggggg.
my freaking back!!
THE FREAKING LANJIAO DOCTOR WHO FREAKING LOOKS LIKE FREAKING CHOY BAN _ _ _ _. FREAKING CANNOT SEE ME THIS MTH, HAVE TO WAIT TILL FEB.
FREAKING SHITFACE.
want me to wait so long.
by the time i go see him maybe i alrd have whiplash.
nabeh.
sue him la.

haha.talk abt suing ppl.
coach dam funny sia.
i told him to sue the sch for giving us bad facilities.
then he was like saying tht if he sue the sch he sure kena fired, "thts wat u all want right??i noe........................."
LOL.
sia la, he thinks too much!
maybe its pms.
post marraige symptoms.haha.

i cant describe my joy and happiness(so mushy) during trngs.
ahhhhh.heavenly.......................
haha.er, close to tht la.haha.
i feel so free, free frm everything.
xcept for like, competition stress la.
anw.
the best time in my life is during trngs.
tht sentence sounds super wrong,as in, grammatically.

oh man.
my parents bought a hse in jurong.
LIKE JUST OPPOSITE VALERIE'S HSE AND NEAR BRYCE'S HSE.
OMG.
WOOTS.
CAN GO HOME WITH THEM EVERYDAY.
HEH HEH.
haha, can go their hse n kajiao them.hehe.
then i'll go to zhenqin's hse too.
he will be my man-maid.HAW HAW HAW.
when he's done with all the work, "i'll give him a bowl of rice and some bones.HUR HUR HUR."
LOL.
hur hur hur is jian tong's laughter.
hahahah.so funny:D
then i'll go find alan.
n break all his rulers and dismantle all his curved rulers.
HAW HAW HAW.

i've decided.
the song tht i like most isnt iris, but stolen.
stolen rocks!!!!!!!!
totally makes me go "ENCORE ENCORE ENCORE!"
HAHA:D

ALOHA!
had lessons till like 4 plus tdy.
it wasnt a hectic day at all, it was more of a, er, tiring day?
haha.
felt like sleeping during maths.
my eye lids were like closing, rmb mrs look's battle of the eye lids?
HAHA.
then er, physics was er......one word, :sian.
was staring at my pencil case for awhile i think.
until i realized tht i was staring at my pencil case.
heh heh.
so stupid la, who stares at their pencil cases??
only those who are super bored by tan hui zhen!!

speaking of pencil cases,
i wanna get the monkey one frm 37degrees!!
woots, so cute sia!
ehhhhhhhhh.
i suddenly realized that i've suddenly started to take a liking to pink and cute stuff.
pink earphones, pink fonts, er, sudden attraction to the pink phone, pink pencil case, pink pens.
omg.
gg to turn into tht elle frm legally blonde.
HAHA^^
this emoticon is super cool ^^/^_^
so many ppl are using :D, tht its so common.
must be unique!

er, im sitting with yujun now.
sia la, i miss sitting with valerie!!!
all the stupid things she say that makes me laugh....
ahhhhh.........................................
the memories.....................................

WOOTS!
SCHOLARSHIP MONEY IS 500 NOT 300!!!!
haha!!!
i told stephanie n zhenqin when i was at the prize presentation ceremony,
then stephanie said she's relieved tht its 500.
but tht stupid zhenqin say he don believe.
he say he scared later happy 4 nth n kena cheated by me.
:(
he hurt my feelings...............:'(
:''(
oh my muthafking !@#%%#&$&
the prize presentation was like a total ge tai.
got little kids band at the stage perform n sing old chinese songs.
oh my godddddddddddddddddd.
they r like only 12 or smth, or younger.
when they tried to hit the high notes,
it sounded like they were screeching.
THEY SANG 6 SONGS OK.
the guy bside me n me were groaning every time they introduced the song tht they r gg to sing nxt.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
MY EARS ALMOST BLEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!0.0!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg.im eating alot nowadays.
gg to grow fat!!!
keep eating n eating n eating n eating....:((((

i wanna get this phone!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhhhhhh D:

omg.....
i really need to laugh properly, if not im gg to die of lack of laughter.
i rly rly rly rly love my team mates can.
aft sch n during recess see them liao chao happy luh!!
coach also v funny,haha.
anyone related to volleyball is funny la!

cca trials was alright la.
but i hit the ball to my face then my lip bleeding.
zzzzzzzzzzzz.....T_T
then got sudden down pour.
we all run to the grandstand there.
wasai, there really super got feng1 shui3 luh.
got water n wind at the same time.
hell cold.
then we all dunno how many ppl hide bhind the pillar.
then alyssa dno from whr bring a super big umbrella.
then everyone move house.
xcept for stephanie luh.
in the end she came bcos of the hot pink bra thing.
HAHA.

then we all hide behind the huge umbrella then talk talk talk talk
in the end like only left us at the grandstand.
all the boys n juniors n coach all left le.
LOL.
shows tht we were so engrossed!:D

sia la, i think i found alyssa's wallet liao luh.
tht time at vivo heard some annoucement looking for a jane tan poh hui.
thts like part of alyssa's name.
haha.

then luggggggggged tht stooooooopid heavy bag of books to dewi's hse to meet my mom.
then my dad came then went to make contacts!!!!!
WOOTS!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D
but in the ennd had to get the ones with astig
nxt wk go collect
cant wait!

my god. nxt monday gg to bring hell lots of money to sch.
buy tbs....
pay for vball shoes....

went to countdown with my team:D
haha, jiali keep making us wait de luh.
in the end while waiting for her we cam-whored.
peiwoon!! faster send me the pics!!!
heh heh.
all of us were like shouting "wo bu yao shang xue" aft the countdown.
haha.

yay!!gg to make contacts tmr.
woots!!!!!!!!!!wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!
aw shucks, tmr got cca trials, sure stand there until tio sunburn:(

ehh.i wanna talk abt my beijing trip.
at first i thought like no one going to pei me there sure dam boring one.
but not really luh.
laughed alot there:D
j.lo n his 9 yr old little bro called henry super funny.
like comedy show like tht.
henry is super cute luh!!!
my parents were like asking henry for his email(jkingly.)cos he want to send the photos to him.
then he was like "i give u the 2 most possible ones. aiya, the table so high, my handwriting not nice."
then my dad was like telling him tht if he give wrong one send to other ppl, then they take his face then paste on naked woman.
then henry was like stone abit, then he was like, "i dunno if i give u the right one anot."
HAHA.
then he was like asking whr the toilet is, then j.lo was like "neh, in the cup."
LOL.
ME N MY MOM CANNOT STOP LAUGHING LUH!
got alot of funny ppl in the grp luh.
got some guy with his 2 frens, younger than him,jc i think, then his 2 frens got on the bus earlier than him, then he go up, then he was like saying in this super china accent "yi4 shang4 che1 jiu4 wan3!!"(they playing psp.)
HAHA.
still got alot, i cnt rmb le, but i only noe tht its hell funny.
LOLOLOLOLOL.
cnt seem to be able to upload the photos on frenster leh.
nabeh, hate frenster sia.

i wanna go gym with dickson!!