the unused one

you can continue tearing people's lives apart, hope you enjoy it.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Hais.
It doesn't stop,
would it even?

bisous<3

Monday, March 30, 2009

sick. again. for the 3rd(?) time this year. i'm supposed to be immune to the flu bug for 3 mths. but this time the thing that's wrong with me is my throat. i think its inflammed. the d.h look-a-like doctor didnt bother to even tell me what happened...waited for 45 mins just to see him for 5 mins. and his name/surname is Locum. LOL. either way, its v suggestive right. almost laughed when i saw his name. so um my throat hurts and i have some chronic cough or smth. cant stop. tasted blood when i coughed in school...my god. my nose is v runny with phagocytes and dead bacteria....every morning have to cough out dead stuff that accumulated over night...quite painful. on a lighter note, i didnt have to run 2.4 today. but have to do 2.4 with the 5 item test on monday. um. acjc geog quiz on wed. sianzzz. didnt study much. only on kobe-osaka...alan borrowed some idiot's guide to geog. lol. i can't rmb the names of whatever mountains and stuff. i'll have to do the quiz based on logical deduction and luck on that day heh. there's phy and bio test this wk. bio should be alright. but phy lol. stupid thz hasnt finish teaching static elec...she's gonna rush agn. wth. she teach how long alrd, machiam no experience like that. explain also just tell us to "accept it". lol. gonna miss trng tmr cos im sick~ sick sick sick. terminal velocity was..hm quite cool. the part where the guy tried to open the boot while falling. damn cool. my dog's so lazy. always lie on the floor. he looks like some rug. makes me wanna step on him >:) muahhaha. i treat him so nicely but he still pees out of the newsppaer and shits all over the floor when he's pissed at us. hahaha. imma go clear my nasal passage now. lol angmoh kids can speak with a china accent. so cute. haha.

bisous:3

Saturday, March 28, 2009

shit man theres like this curse upon the sim family. I used to laugh at my cuz when he threw his retainers into the bin aft eating macs. And that cost my aunt $550. i almost cost my mom $638 today. went to macs this morning for breakfast..then wrapped my retainers with tissue and left it on the tray like how i usually do when i forget to bring the retainer box. so aft eating we went out. then i suddenly felt this emptiness in my mouth. like it was so easy to talk all of a sudden. that realisation was 3hrs aft breakfast-___-so lame right. then panicked. then my mom got super pissed. then called my unc to go there and search the area and ask those ppl there to search the trash bag. then he said they're keeping 1 bag now. we called macdonalds so many times la. so stupid. they're like retarded or smth when i said retainers then the woman over the line kept going "HUH.HUH.HUH" i got damn annoyed and said "if you dont understand me get someone else on the line." then she got her manager or smth who was as retarded as she was, when i asked whether they could search the trash for me while we were on our way there. that was abit too much but. walao. im a paying customer leh. im always right. i said "can you help me search the trash?" then she replied rudely "can you come here and search yourself." that was quite putting off. i was offended. seriously. macdonalds should be more stringent in their choice of individuals for the managerial position. it was a request not an order lor, and not like i sounded as rude as she was to me. then when we arrived it took so frickin long for that blue bloused woman to appear. then yes, we ended up searching through spit and germs. and walao!!! the 1 bag mysteriously became 3 bags!! nabeh 3 hrs only leh, their business that good meh?! thank god for her that she gave us gloves. or i would have thrown a bitch fit. so um. ya lah. walao. and i wrapped the $550 in tissue...so we had to touch the tissues we saw. i saw one that looked like it contained my retainers and i snatched at it but to my horror....it was like saliva mixed with sauce. SAUCE IN THE MORNING? SERIOUSLY. WHAT'S WRONG WITH THAT PERSON WHO USED THE TISSUE. i was like oh sweet mother of pearl... T_T almost wanted to cry. it was so gross. but thank god im a nice person and we ended up finding it in less than 5 mins....went to my unc's house and washed the thing like siao. i still dont dare to put them into my mouth lor. later i end up looking like that macdonald's manager. >:p

u should be wondering what the extra $88 that i almost lost. it was a pair of shoes lah. haha. didnt get them in the end cos they didnt have my size and i have learnt my lesson of buying shoes one size smaller. so im shoeless la. only have slippers and some going to rip flats. and smelly too. and they're so uncomfortable. the 88 one is unlike any other. haha.

and oh if your surname is sim. you must look after your retainers properly. like tie them to your neck with a piece of string or smth or you might suffer the curse of the sim family. or the curse of dr johnny lee and hinly lau dental surgeons. or the curse of dr lim teh peng.

ps: goo joon pyo is a complete retard. he keeps misunderstanding jihoo and jandi!! then get jealous for all the wrong reasons. he needs help!! and he made her cry!!!!! the k version is way better than the j and t versions in terms of the plot. they rearranged it and added more relavent stuff inside to make it look more convincing. omgomg.

pss: im falling sick. i think it was aft fri's trng. it was so fking hot. my throat started hurting. its like how everytime we go for beach compts. then go home feeling damn sick. then my tonsils will hurt and my nose will start running. seriously im allergic to the sun. i deserve to be excused from cca.............................n i think theres smth wrong with my ankles and knee. v painful.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

wth!! some bitch from meridian sec got the early admission thing for the nhss. walao!!! those who got it got like so many As but she frickin got 2As. what fuckery is this?! i got like 8As but my service was only 45 hrs but she had 121 hrs. walao how can do the litmus test based on service hours. dammit!! that palce should have been mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel damn indignant about this. this is complete fuckery i tell you! fuckery! and bcos i submitted the thing late just ytd night. walao. bet that girl nva see this kinda thing before then despo go n sign up. walaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. she doesnt deserve it!!! crap lor they say they judge based on merit. pickle penis my ass!!! i sound like som sour wuss now and i'm not afraid to say it. GRRR!!! then now i have to go through all the trouble to RJ for an interview. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Even when i had to go against my principles of being humble to fill up the application form!!!! I've nva felt this indignant before. this is an absolute outrage! this is going against every standard of decency! this is unjust!!!!!!! i should have submitted the form earlier...........T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T_T

Sunday, March 22, 2009

boys before flowers! haha.
this runs neck and neck with the taiwanese version which means its good lah. compared to the japanese one in terms of looks and acting. the jap one is so..whimsy-ish. dunno lah. thats how it looks like to me. and they have sucky actors with equally sucky looks as the characters....jerry yan best alrd. own everyone upside down~

Friday, March 20, 2009

Whooohoooooooo. I have to start cramming my brain with geog stuff to get some cool prize the following wednesday. Anw I won't be surprised if we got the top 3 places. Cos we have alan, the prcs who know more about china than any of us and rochi, evelyn and moi moi moi moi~ and yiwei. dk whether he's good at geog but if he isnt he wouldnt have been in the team. haha. i sound like i'm bragging. oh well. haha. oh ya the whatever stuff we have to noe is about east asia not south east asia. I didnt know japan had 3 islands that make up the entire country. lol. kyushu honshu and hokkaido and another relatively smaller one called shikoku. crap haha . so um we had to do another set of questions related to east asia...mr chan's qns were easy-er. but the other tcher's(can't rmb his name) was....like a quiz for some k-drama fan. what logical deduction thing...-___- so lame haha. that teacher started telling us names of k dramas that would help us ans the qns. lol. lucky i watch korean dramas too. if only my mom would watch korean dramas rather than play hasee bounce all day....we can like camp in the room for an entire week living on korean dramas. hahahahahhaha. so anw. i think the geog thing would be ok lah. esp human geog. thats pretty easy. so evelyn dont worry! haha. 

if only we went for the whatever sim family autoventure to perth when i was much older. could have appreciated the natural landforms with my geog cuz.  lol i think i make myself sound like some geography freak. not that serious la. i have more interest in the human body. im gonna be a neurologist and earn some big moolah !!! then i'll get my dad and i a volkswagen beetle. i'll get like every colour they have so we won't get bored seeing the same colour everyday. and not forgetting a harley for my mom. believe it or not she can actually ride a motorcycle. cool beans right, i have a biker mom. she used to have one back in indo but not now partly cos she's fat and cos my dad doesnt let her. he's just jealous cos she's cooler than him. eh actually not v cool lor. can u imagine my mom riding a harley??? lol. with like some leather jacket, ripped jeans and cowboy boots with spurs. walao .____. hehe the flea on a harley. cant see her!! ^^

omg survivorrrrrrrrrrrr~

_____bisous <3

one of my favs~

bisous:3

p.s, kelly jones is hot! (the guy singing i think) plus he owns a fender telecaster- i only like it cos it looks nice.haha(:

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

went for the ydsp congress. we were so disappointed that we couldnt wear the blazer. sw's the only happy one cos he doesnt have to wear court shoes....lol our main role there was to eat, listen to presentations and walk around aimlessly...which was what we did la. lol. there was this one guy from hc who speaks like some sissy boy. but he's damn cute. haha. pearlyn thinks soo too. he's damn tall too. and he looks like jordan. haha. hmmm. so we just walked around trying to eavesdrop on the conversation between kendrick yicheng and some other ppl's conversation with the minister of defense. haha. so pathetic right. we had to stoop that low. we heard something about scholarships. lol. the minister had 2 body guards. i expected some lara croft woman but the female body guard was no where near. so um. while waiting for kendrick and yc we went downstairs and saw the angmoh playing the piano. haha. he asked us whether we want to pick a song and i picked over the rainbow haha. he's pro. haha. i wish he were my father. can pick songs every day. haha. anw he didnt come for the congress. which just meant that he's not stupid. haha. you wouldnt get it if you werent me, pearlyn, sw, veron, pf and all those who knew about it. muahaha. eh if anyone happens to guess correctly dont tag! seriously. i might as well remove the tagboard right. so dangerous.

tuesday: spent the entire day writhing in pain due to.....couldnt go to vivo with sr and the others. 
today: found out that they planned not to go to j8 aft our match with rj. bcos.of.........................haha. those assholes. so um we took a bus from the bishan stn to rj which was ridiculous cos we could have walked there but we didnt so we ended up alighting at ri and got lost instead. lol. we decided to get the prcs who stayed at the rj hostel to help us.haha. so funny. but we should have asked the water polo guys la...hahahahha. so we got there. wore the socks. wth it was sick. there was frickin no blood circulation at my calf. then we did a bit of warm ups and we showed signs of screwing up which we eventually did i think. it was partly due to the formation too cos we havent played like this b4. and partly due to their stupid court! shit man. 2 courts squeezed into one miniature hall. there was like less than 1m of space from the service line which was absolutely ridiculous. those who are more used to the momentum serve were disadvantaged lor. anw, their tiny court was claustrophobic. it was stupid. and we lost to their (inserts insults)team......i sound like some sour wuss now. cant believe we lost to their (xxx) team. URGHGHHH. quite embarrassing lor..given that their individual skills cannot match up to any of ours. hehe. i'm being a total ass here but seriously!  hate that stupid tall girl who has this annoying shrilly voice. urgh. si pang zi. hope no pro-rj ppl reads this cos i'll be flamed haha. but they're not all bad haha. they have this angmoh who serves cool stuff. everytime u hear this super loud BUMP sound, it was his serve.haha. his serve sound can actually reverberate through the entire hall. but the hall wasnt that big either haha. and their hall was smaller than our hall la. imagine squeezing 2 courts into our hall. insane. so um. we wanted to change aft that then there was this guy who was using the only toilet in the hall for so long and i began to suspect that he was shitting. and dammit! he really did!!! he was some random guy from somewhere else i bet he went inside the hall to use the toilet for his own convenience at the expense of my nose. the toilet seat cover was not up and that split second "HE SHAT!!" but i couldnt react fast enough to tell myself to not to inhale. so. to my dismay i smelt the shit smell la. walao. lol then i think coach saw us and he told us there was another toilet we could use. lololol. rushed off for tuition aft that. *yawns*  

***********yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawns* i still have that acjc quiz ws to do and i have to frickin study the population of south east asian countries, their landforms etc etc in preparation for the quiz. we're determined to get something out of it! >: ( gotta meet the geog tchers and the teammates to discuss(?) stuff on friday then go for trng. YAWNS. 

Sunday, March 15, 2009

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BpX7V7gEYMg


whats with my affinity with ppl who dig their nose in public!?!?!?! I saw like 3 ppl who did that on my way home on friday. there was this aunty in the train who was digging her airhole like she lost her purse in it or smth. then she started flicking....i was like >:0 !!! holy crap keep them to yourself!! then she walked away leaving german gas in her wake... T_T what fuckery, seriously these people have no "shocial awareness". that's blatant disregard to the public's mental wellness!! what if your snot lands on some poor soul's arm!! that's so gonna cause some serious psychological distress.

im gonna type random things now.
sw sucks la. go home and immediately does his homework. siao. thz's gonna change our seats soon. sw's gonna miss me!! awwww. brenda law finally knows a good essay when she sees one. could have gotten higher. my pipa tcher is mad. he can lun3 for 5 mins straight without stumbling. finished reading the judas strain. was quite good. crime and thriller books are good. i've been watching shinchan for the last 3 days. it's an alternative for sylvester and tweety mysteries. can't seem to find any s&t series in english..i think we have a match with rjc on wednesday. coach says its against ppl who cant play. which i think is absolutely pointless. and a waste of time...hais. ran 8 rounds on friday...without feeling extremely tired. running with your team feels wayyyyyyyyy better than running during pe...did some er basic stuff aft that. then the smelly old man said we could go home...we stayed to watch him train the sec1s. lol. i thought it was a whole load of crap and i'm not afraid to say it. and not to mention unproductive...no wonder our cca can't go any further in the west zone. sad. i hope he doesnt make us run 10 rounds. which would be quite ok but i dont like running so...i dont wanna run 10 rounds!!i have 3 more days left to use the last pair of contacts.

on fridays and tuesdays.
me: i feel sick.
sw: you say that on every cca day.

hhahahahahahahaha. seriously. i'm gonna have a stroke like that chij girl in the newpaper.

bisous~

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

radiohead rules. they totally dissed miley cyrus.haha.

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Saturday, March 07, 2009

i got A2 for chinese! which is a milestone! i've nva had an A for chinese in my entire secondary school career. whee~ ecstatic~ i still can't get over the A2 and i still can't get over my ss results. which is extremely disappointing. didnt get a1 for the first time i think. if u think i'm showing off then stop reading from this point onwards. hah. so anw. it wasnt a spectacular mark. 5/10. sad right. when i saw it i totally sian diao. like wtf man. but theres no one to blame but myself. should have read the question properly and atq correctly.feel like slapping myself lah. damn wasted. for the first time ss is going to pull down my gpa. on a lighter note, at least we still have another graded ss assgn. 

hm. i feel lazy. cant bring myself to do anything except to go for pipa lesson. and i ended up having a migraine after that. cos i tried too hard playing that stupid part of the song during the lsn. so this means that i cant try too hard to do anything cos my brain can't take it. hahahahha. nah this kinda thing only happens after music lessons. and i hate running. and anything that has to do with moving more than 2 limbs simultaneously, plus my butt. a butt is for sitting. so it should remain on a couch or chair.

oh yes. i've finally gotten rv socks. haha. and. i think mrs look should retire...she's too old to be a discipline mistress and she's too uptight. i only folded my skirt twice on friday so that i'll be safe if she sees me. but she insisted that it was too short. which was ridiculous. its less than 4 fingers abv the knee leh which is not even close to being the not accepted length haha. so lame la. i mean if we want to show our panties to the world it's kinda our business cos its our private parts that we're displaying. maybe i'm too liberal but WHY.SO.SERIOUS? haha. therefore, mrs look should retire along with all the old teachers who likes long skirts. and i want my blue socks back! they were a good pair! >:p

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

DANCE DANCE DANCE!

W.O.W
coldplay's from UCL! WOWWWWWW. They rock!! a div went for the uk university talk today..ponned the rest of training for that. whee~ wowowowowowoowow. coldplay's from ucl~~~~ ucl sounds like a nice place. they have so many faculties unlike the others. yayy. that means jiali can take some arts course and we'll still be together~ imagine the whole team studying overseas together~ how rad! yayyyy.then we'll start our own singa-volley community there. lolololol. so anw we went back to the court just to collect our socks. walao. then the smelly old man passed the socks to us and just left. lol. so lazy la. come late and leave early. ass haha. so anw abt the talk, awww. i suddenly cant bear to leave the country...cos... HAHA. BUT WHEN WE REACH THE AIRPORT SURE GOT LOADS OF THEM ALRD RIGHT! HAHA. Oh yes, people who study medicine are either chio or shuai according to micole. got this chio aura when they walk pass you. that's us 2 yrs later micole! :-p haha! wowowowowow so cool so cool so cool!! the 8 of us will be together, forever~~!!! HAHAHHAA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!!!! we have been in the same class for 4 years. and i rmb how u val me n zhenqin used to gossip all the time in between lessons in the middle of lessons in year 2. i hate it that i always lose to you in geog by a few marks...

lol. i keep typing crap. haha. gotta go do hw. i think there's hw. i hope there isnt. haha. oh yes, we spent like 160mins today being unproductive. haha. cid is like 100mins of slacking time-playing badminton in class/camwhoring/chioning bio prac/ walk around the sch etc. and we had 60mins of free time cos the water dragon didnt come to sch. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.