woooosh.
so tired now..
went for the nyec briefing just now.
bryce: im not laughing at u, im laughing at how u tie yr hair.
me: walaooo. my hair damn nice luh...
heh heh, i love my hair~~
dunno why ms lai suddenly appeared during the briefing.
hahahhahaa.
rjc was super high, like 7 storeys high.
and lifts with double doors.
hahahahah.wanted to go into their chem lab and play.hahaha.
er, there was this hwa chong guy who was flashing.
LOL.
i cant stand enthu ppl.
seeing them just makes me feel even more tired.
*yawwwwwwwwwwwwn*

went for the lsn last min.
the very first lsn...
my left arm super sore now.T_T
dennis the menace was playing the er hu when i walked out of the music room.
he was playing twinkle twinkle little stars i think, with this kinda expression--> .____.
i was like : 0.0 then LOL!!
lao fu zi.hahaha.
it was his first time touching a er hu and he was playing without looking at the thing.
er, with a blank look on his face. im impressed.haha.

anw.hate dewi's fren.
reminds me of (bitch)
haha.
like exactly the same.
but she's uglier.haha.
damn ugly leh.cannot stand it.
goodnesssssssssssss.
pimple plantation.heheheheh.

AHHHHHHH.I WANNA GO TRAINING.T_T

im good at this, trust me.
i've gotta use lots of colours.*groans*
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YAY! SHOPPING WITH DEWI!!:D
mii n dewiwiwi went 2 vivo to shopping XD. she was late lors, make mii wait sho long 4 her. Dewi u owe mii mai 30 mins worhxs :p mii veri patient one de lor, wait 4 her 4 so long(: finally can meet her lors. she can peii mii go shopping:D

then we went 2 lotsa shops lorxs. mii bot a vewi cute shirt:DDD im a happie gurl XD

neways we went 2 carls jr to makan. Carls jr ish sho nice can. wakakaka. mii so nice lor i help dewi eat alot of her burger worhx. veri nice de lors. i lurbx it!! but ii eat sho much, later ii grows fats how? =x.

omg.i cant take it anymore. wats with the multicoloured hues man??? to show that you're not colour blind? haha. another juvenile slapstick humour. i almost killed myself typing in twit form...how the f do u say those words? there was the ones without consonants and now theres the one with too many consonants. i go for balance dude.
i still dont understand why twitters go crazy over the little-lest things. maybe to attract guys. like over some food. they go like yums!! mii lurrbx it!! i'll be like "wtf? yo dude, u third world?" HAH. totally backwater. their dressing too. skinny jeans and little miss shirt *GROANS* . "neways", one reason i dont visit twitter's blogs cos i have sensitive eyes. those goddammed colours.AHH. lose the muthafucking consonants.

why didnt my mom send me for violin lessons instead of piano lessons....T_T. piano is so...common. electric violin and electric pianos. electric pianos are the stupid plastic ones. electric violins are in da zone man! like the one in yellowcard. and dashboard confessionals i think. coool beans yaooooo. suddenly have the urge to do a duet......................................................ANYONE?HAHAH. whooohooo. i can play apologize now.easy peasy. love the bass keys man, never liked playing high pitched stuff. traumas from aural exams. T_T can never reach the high pitched keys.dammit.haha.
gotta go learn the damn instrument sandwiched btween the cupboard and the table. T_T. i'll give u a clue. it has 4 strings, frets, its made of wood and u need 5 picks taped to your fingers to play it. it looks like a guitar, in a way, er..an oriental guitar??hahahah. used to be like damn white at first, now its like turning brown..i think its mould.T_T ahhh, i lost all the picks. and i used the tape to tape stuff onto the wall.hahaha. u can play fur elise on it. way cool. wasai can even play bach on it. madness. gotta faster learn the wooden son of a ___.hehe. hah, i can play 3 instruments alrd wheeeee~~~ then i'll do a 1 man duet. V ^.^ V

the story telling thing was a life saver.
didnt think of ___ at all during the whole workshop.
that was 6 hrs.
sweet.

all i did was stare at felicia and sheng de or de sheng being overtly enthu.
surprised at the amt of energy they had in them.
and stare at marcus doing nth.
dayum he reminded me so much of bryce, the younger version.
zac looked like vlogger ben schnell.
everyone was younger than me.
cept for a handful.
felt so helpless surrounded by the younger generation.

me: how old are you guys?
felicia: sec2.You not sec 2 meh?!
me: er-
desheng/shengde: SHE ARH, SHE SEC3 LAH. *busy writing script*
LOL.
zac n marcus: .......

couldnt stop staring at marcus.bryce.
the resemblence was uncanny.
skin colour.
build.
personality.
feet?
haha.
looked the same.just that bryce is bigger.
like er similar triangles.
i realize i stare at ppl alot, too much.
oh well.

culture shock in commonwealth sec.
neighbourhood schools.
from the guys especially.
crude.but fun.haha.
they have all the things you'll nva get to see in rv.
ive heard so much abt pai gias.
burning the entire toilet paper roll.
burning lockers with duct tape.
stuffing porn mags in other ppl's lockers.
scratching the principal's car.
gang fights.
parangs.
rambo knives.
condoms in wallets.
cool beans.

rv's too boring.
stagnant.
stale.
gotta go make some pai gia frens.
mitra has a few.
intro intro!!

another shocking but not really shocking finding.
neighbourhood sch guys are bigger than rv guys.
hah.
nice.

i wanna go to commonwealth sec again...
its right nxt to a reservoir.
so cooling.
so pretty.
relaxing.
i wonder if anyone goes fishing there aft sch......

"an angel with wings, but with a little trouble taking off. thought id help."
aw...so pretty right?
so sweet....
makes u go all mushy inside(:

check out the guy behind it



















everyone remember daniel?????
hahahhahaha.
ah. reminiscent.
the c div boys finals i think.
tried taking some picture of some cool guy.
thought it was him, turned out to be some other guy called sean.hahahahhahaha

i feel sick.
like a stalker.
hahahahhaha.
but its fun.
go check out his frenster acc.
his hobby is super funny.

i some story telling thing tmr.
*Groans*

i did 1 ss article analysis.
yay.
maybe i'll do another one later.
when i come back from swimming.
my dad's suddenly crazy abt swimming.
my head hurts like hell.
suddenly keep having headaches now.
im going to die.
my mom's worsening it with her incessant nagging.
i dont get why she has to keep calling me like every 5 mins to do smth.
why cant she just call me once and tell me to do like 5 things at one go.
saves her the trouble to call my name 4 more times.
shit.
my head feels like its getting ripped apart.
and she's forcing me to go swimming with my dad.
insists that its some father daughter bonding thing.
:0
oh my gawd.
i would most probably faint in the pool later.
my head hurtsssssssssssssssssssssss.
damn.
and the damned printer is nuts.
i think its going to self destruct.
the other one is mad too.
i cant print my hw out.
she keeps bugging me to watch phoenix channel.
the one that keeps showing the earthquake in china.
my mom is crazy.
i dunno why she's mad over the earthquake thing.
keep watching the damn thing and then claiming that its so heart wrenching and shit.
then accuse me of not being humane cos i dont watch tht chnl and dont noe wats happening there.
wth.
she and her false accusations.
first she was mad over the ah bian thing, now its the earthquake thing.
fking irritating luh.
then she acts all humane and says its so sad watching ppl suffer.
insist that we have to fast for 1 mth in respect of those who died and those who are suffering.
wth do we have to starve ourselves?! i dont see how it would show any respect to anyone.
its disrespectful to our health!
i think my mom is so fake. crying over the whole thing.
why didnt she cry over hurricane katrina? when it caused widespread destruction too? cos it happened in america and she doesnt give a damn abt it?!?! but the earthquake happened in china and she's like head over heels in love with china. fking ridiculous! she's mad. and she didnt even give a damn abt the tsunami that happened in indonesia. its like her fking homeland and she didnt even give a shit abt it. WTH?
i'll continue complaining , when i get back from swimming.
if i survive that is.

made my ic tdy.
heh heh heh.
i look damn evil in the photo.
YEAHHH.V^^V
cant wait for my ic to come!!!!!

then went home and slept the whole day away.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
but im still so tired now.
*yawns*

my dad wanted to go swimming again.
i was like ._______.
NONONONONONO.
he like suddenly mad abt gg swimming.
"when i was your age i walk to the swimming pool everyday at 6 to swim for 1 hr. No matter what i will go swimming everyday. I walk for half an hr to the swimming pool. I must show u the route i take. "
me : *snore*
crazy.ytd keep asking me to swim here swim there.
dunno wats his problem kp swimming half lap then turn back.
walaooooo.

okok. from today onwards.
call me shen hui shan.
no more sim hui shan!!!
shen is cooler than sim.
mitra shen sounds nicer than mitra sim right.
its like a mix of westernization and orientalization.hah hah.
but my name is hui shan...):
not very westernized.
i'll change it to huishan.
yeahhhh.
its pronounced as huiiiiiishane
whoohooo
shen huishan is in the house!!!!
>:)

YEAHH!!!
im going swimming with my dad later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so excited.
omgomgomgomgomg.
yx kj luh....

my mom is v annoying.
she cant seem to speak calmly.
"im eating mac now. dickson bought me macs."
" WHAAAAAAAT. U EAT MACS?!?!!?!? THEN DINNER LEHHHH!?!?!??!"
"eat later."
"U ALWAYS EAT THINGS B4 DINNER. THEN DINNER DONT NEED TO EAT ALRD LAH!!!"
"eat later."
she makes such a big fuss over everything.
>:|
annoys the shit outta me.

the impossible quiz is impossible!!
my head hurts aft restarting it for so many times.
dickson and i were taking turns restarting the quiz ytd nite and this morning.
play until my mom was damn angry.
dewi was like .__.
walao.the quiz is like an insult to everybody's intelligence luh.
esp mine.
i feel indignant >:(

brace yourselves.....for the jonas brothers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOO.
nono, only joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



































































































omg.so cute : 0 !!!!!!!!

v^^v joejoejoejoejoejoejoe

what the hell is your fking problem.
!#$!$!#!@#%#$%&*#%$#@!#$@%^&

i can imagine.
30 years later...

"mom, how was obs like?"

"i don't know, ive nva been to obs."

i wonder how disappointed my kid would be.
ck was sayin that his mom wouldnt let him go cos she's worried.
i thought my mom wouldnt be like aft the conversation with her over the phone.
but im going!!!!
the most die only wat.
at least she wouldnt hear "awful noises from the piano" anymore.

whee whee.
had quite alot of casualties tdy.haha.
i slapped stephanie with the ball.
then accidentally punched minping. her lip bled.
sort of twisted my ankle...
sr and i were jumping up, and the nxt thing i knew my feet bent inwards and i was on the ground.
writhing in pain.hahahahaha.

ah wtf. the stupid story writing thing turned out to be a story TELLING thing.
wtfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
I HAVE TO TELL STORIES???!!!!
to little kids!?!??!!?!?
what a waste of my talent.
have to bring pe attire, for smth vvvv suspicious.
i dont wanna tell stories....T_T
i wanna....
fabricate lies...hehehe.

my ankle hurts alot now.....
i'll go jump up and down the stairs and make it worse.
hahahhhahahhaahha.
maybe i'll slip on the stairs agn
my feets sweaty now.
i'll probably sprain my toe agn.
yay.

My mind.
Is blank now.
Arid.
Schizophrenia, no?

Haha, I feel screwed. Not like screwed screwed but screwed. So messed up now. If only he didnt like her.hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahhahahahaahhahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

that's Tom Felton, he's hot.Mute the whole thing and stare at his fingers,

and face.

portfolio portfolio
say it with me everyone portfolio portfolio.
issit protfolio or potfolio?
haha, pot.
that'll be no.99 on the list of things i wna do b4 i die.
smoke pot.heh heh.
and maybe take a whiff of opium.
my mom says it smells nice.
from where she came from, dno who was smoking opium she smelt the smoke and said it smells nice.
wonder how it smells like, maybe like lavenders?
oh noooo, i forgot to tell ms lai i want to take part in that green school thing.
OH NOOOO.MY PORTFOLIO!!
:0
suddenly joined so many things cos of it.
got abt 3 now i think....wheeeeee~
im looking forward to the bio thing with the guys(:



aiseh...cross country's on wednesday...
me no run. running is not for the glamorous.hehe.
NONONONONO.
running makes me sweat.
i'm so hot i sweat glitter. heh heh
the thought of running makes me wanna slp....:
aww.friday's pe was fun. frisbee whee
i see the singapore flyer now.
its sandwiched btween 2 buildings.
its not moving.
haha.

yay i got A2 for chemmmm. didnt really study luhhh, expected myself to get c5 or smth.wheeee.
i didnt get b4 for bio!! sia la, i counted wrongly and made myself so emo.hahahahah.
lang arts was 1 word.
disappointing.
math too..T_T oh well, i didnt study much, so...haha..
chinese rawked!!!i got B3~ my paper2 marks were unexpected, for my standard at least.haha.
i got A1 for humans.
im hovering btween 3.2 to 3.4 i think. thanks to physicsT_Thahahaha.

i probably dont talk alot nowadays.
very emotionally unstable.
i need to get in touch my masculine side, wait no, i need to stay in touch with it.

i love steph's present, i was so touched i almost cried.
cant imagine how much she put in to make that for me.
jiali's one was so........hahahaha. i was so scared i would smash it cos my hands were sweaty.
yx's and junbing's one was nice. the card was cute.haha.