Stayed up till 1.30am last night to finish downloading lovers in japan. Like finally, I've got the right song. Went for training in the morning unwillingly. And to my horror coach didnt turn up coz he had food poisoning which meant that training would be even more unproductive than it has always been. Wasted my time. Slacked around and went to watch the co and band performance. Left halfway to go to queensway. yay got my bday present~rushed to the wrong place for the training for work. it was so lame. the guy couldn't speak properly with proper english. his grammar sucked like hell. it was painful, listening to him. couldnt make out wth he was trying to say more than half of the time there. maybe the other people understood better than us coz they speak the same kind of english. HAHA. ok that was mean. speaking of mean. I can't believe what someone did to someone else. it went against every standards of decency. it's rude. uncouth and uncalled for. it's mean, it devastates, it's unreasonable and it's like: how can someone bear to do something like that to someone else. i wouldnt have made sense to you if you don't know what happened. _|_ found some foreign currency in 7-11. wanted to return it to the cashier but i thought the coin was pretty so i kept it. haha. anw it's a 20 cent coin from france. is that 20 francs? or 0.20 francs? haha.

he talks/types stuff like her. haha she got worried over nothing. it was a complete misunderstanding that lasted for 30 minutes? or at least throughout the whole cheering compt and some lame stuffs. we won't let a guy come between our friendship or teammate ship ok! well, even if smth like that happens, we all know the outcome(who he'll choose)(me!). HAHA. i'm still in a good mood today, coz of my dream. hehe. it's quite stalker-ish i realise, but oh well. like you wouldnt want it if you were in my situation! :) yeah so had the stupid cross country today. ran like 3.5km....the other huishan was like .___. when we just started running she was already reaching the finishing point. damn right. and she didnt look tired at all.... steph micole pw esther and i wanted to run together. in the end we split up...like what happened last year. watched the museum movie with the some of the 10 ppl. it was over the top! super funny. the short tongued egyptian guy was a complete retarded retard. blade rules! currently hooked onto the series. ok lah, quite good, but reminds me of twilight. vampires and all plus little girls having evil vampire roles. but no love story siol!! me want love stories!!!:( gonna watch win a date with tad hamilton again. very sweet ending and very sweet guy~ :) T_T_T_T. there's school tmr! urghhhhhh. sad.

Sometimes, I feel like I've had enough of all these nonsense. I don't like it when my life is thrown out of line, when it seems like I've lost control and where things just aren't in place. I like my life planned. I don't like it when things crop up or when some people have disrupt the order with their unwelcomed presence or with the stupid things they say to each other. I like it when things fall nicely into place-like how I want it to be. This is probably one of the reason, but vauge, why I wanna leave. If I say I don't like it here, I'm just being euphemistic.



Bisous, see you in 2 years' time. <3







guess where.

failed chinese btw.

really really emo

ho hum. i've gotten the sim family curse. got my c5 for chinese. ha ha. not funny ok. actually i was like aiya expected, but got a bit annoyed coz the chinese freaks deducted 2 marks coz i wrote words instead of numbers. wth man. and angly told me it's alright when i told her i didnt write numbers. got scammed. so i got annoyed lah. and that 2 marks were important, and it still is. i would have gotten a B4!!! aiya but chinese. who cares about chinese. i'm so worked up only coz it affects my overall gpa. but if it didnt who cares man. english is like the language of business. if it's not, the chinese wouldnt be learning english. and angmohs who learn chinese just wanna show off and act zhuai. seriously lor.

emoemoemoemoememooemomeomeomeomeomeomeomemo kid. i'm gonna put on emo make up to school tmr. emoemoemoeeomeomoemoemmoe. and not bcoz of chinese. ____

I'm the saddest person in the entire world. Didn't get to go...today...stuck in school. and every girls' heart melted while mine was shattered. completely crushed, torn, destroyed in every way possible. :'( So many girls like___ and I didn't know it was this serious. Like seriously seriously. I should stop wearing my heart on my sleeve. Coz we're near impossible. Like what veron said he's walking along the tropic of capricorn while I'm walking along the tropic of cancer and in the same direction even. Which means our lives would never cross paths unless there's a solar eclipse where he can't see and we bump into each other. :'( utterly devastated. ok lah not quite but I can't be optimistic for the rest of my life right. This is getting nowhere. URRGGGHHHH. I can't get over the fact that so many girls watched ___ while I had to stay in school worrying my ass off my grades. Anw I have a feeling I'm going to fail chinese, badly. That would add to my devastation coz it'll pull down my gpa like mad. There's training tomorrow. I need to devise some devious plan to get close to___. chih yun may be of some help. I'm a sad sad girl. The stupid lg arena doesnt have nice games...theres this stupid game called tepong. Tennis and Pingpong. so lame right. but quite addictive. I can't find more games to download. dammit.

I'm back to my rollercoaster tycoon playing days. :) Look at what i found when i looked for the cheats:

Torture guests
Create an incredibly long path that leads to nowhere. When you have lots of guests walking on the path, delete a square at the beginning so that if they try to go back they will find themselves trapped. They will be forced to do nothing but walk back and forth endlessly. Wait until they are exhausted and have to go to the bathroom. When they cannot stand it anymore, add a couple of benches, one bathroom, and one restaurant. Watch how desperate they are to eat, sit, and use the bathroom. When they have used the bathroom and eaten and rested, delete the benches, restaurant, and bathroom. Watch them suffer all over again. Repeat every so often. For added fun, have paths lead to each other haphazardly, so they do not know where they are going. Make the paths cover the entire park area. The guests will be thoroughly confused, tired, and miserable. Open up a single bathroom at the end of a long, winding, zigzag path after several guests are running around holding their stomachs. Wait until they are all hunched over with misery and fatigue, then suddenly put up a cotton candy or popcorn stand (but do not wait so long that you no longer have any funds remaining). Suddenly, you will see all the guests walking around with cotton candy and popcorn.

Killing guests
Build a roller coaster or a whoa belly tower. With the roller coaster, make it a power launch mode and make it fly off the track. Do not test it, just open. With the tower, build it up approximately three times and put it on full speed. Do not test it and people will fly off as they are on it.
Make a shuttle loop roller coaster, have it power launched, with a speed of 60 mph.
Create a large square of road. When guests walk on it, they will become stuck. When nobody is on a smaller square, delete it. When you have one or two of three squares remaining, build water on them to drown all the guests.
To score a fast kill on a guest, click on desired victim, then select the pick up tool (resembles tweezers). Move and drop the guest in water.
Put some water in front of an exit to a ride. All people that get on the ride will drown.
Put water or a pit directly under the exit so people fall straight it and die or get trapped. It is an easy way to keep people in your park.
Dig a large hole and place a large amount of guests in it. Raise the water level to watch a mass drowning of guests.
Build a path that leads to an elevated platform or bridge. The platform or bridge should be several squares all around. Once you have lured a group of guests onto the platform, delete the path(s) that led them there to trap them. Underneath the platform, create a massive body of water (or you can create the large body of water first, then build a platform over it.). Delete the platform and everyone will fall into the water.
Make a water slide. At any point that you can, have a sheer drop, normal drop, sheer drop, and normal drop again. Make sure it is an open track, and not a tube track. After the first drop, it will fly off the track and crash.
Build the shuttle loop roller coaster and change the speed to 60 mph to send the people on the ride soaring through the air and then crashing to the ground.
Build the shuttle loop roller coaster and increase the speed to 60 mph. The coaster will launch off the track.
Research until you get the Steel Coaster or Corkscrew Coaster. Build a station, and then behind it, build a sheer incline with a chain. Put a sheer incline at the other end of the station to make the coaster appear to come back down. Set the mode to reverse-incline and open it. The coaster will go backwards up, and when it gets to the last track it will continue to be pushed by the chain and be forced over the edge of the last track.
To kill guests on any roller coaster, make it go high up, drop down, then up again. When it goes up again, do not build a crank. End the roller coaster. Make it so there are as many trains as possible, but with only one car. When the roller coaster goes down, it will not make it up the hill, and will slam into the next car. It will then explode, killing the guests.

incredulously awesome! i'm so gonna try it.

Retail therapy. i feel bad for spending so much and on those stickers...but who can resist them! they're so cute! anw i think i spent like 50 plus today:( i have no life savings for rainy days, pearlyn's one has 5 digits which makes my 100+(now) seem miserable. haiz and borders didnt want to hire us..starbucks and kinokuniya wants 6 mths commitment. now we're placing our hopes on some banquet thing. bleah. i got super anxious before the math paper. but it turned out alright...i couldnt get a definite ans for the 4 mark qn. hope i dont do badly luh. we're getting back our chem papers tmr and ms eu said we did badly. hope her bad is not our definition of bad. v tired now!! stupid pearlyn! made me feel guilty and had to go to vivo aft orchard with her to get her stuff. T_T now my legs are aching like mad. p.ong you owe me !!!! HAHA.,

haha! i still have more things to say! sometime this week i was standing infront of my bookcase and staring at my books and wondering how great it would be to have time to read them all over again. yay!! now i can finally read the intepretation of murder again. finish watching boys before flowers. watch meteore garden for the um 7th/8th time. plus read mangas! whee and pack my room. dammit. i hardly have space for an a4 sized paper on my table.

YES YES YES~! EXAMS ARE UNOFFICIALLY OVER!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. had bio today. i thought the mcq was quite easy. but dunno whether my anwers are correcthaha. youxiang that bastard finally got scolded. heh heh. it's an abosolute misery/agony sitting next to him during exams. he comments on like every thing i do even when we're not supposed to communicate anymore. dammit. so annoying. then he went to tell ms chong that i wrote the stupid curiosity question for my essay and i did the plan aft finishng the essay. which was untrue coz my plan was like 1 word or a few words and it's enough for me to start writing. damn that asshole. i think my chinese is a goner. i wrote the words out for the cloze passsage when we were supposed to write the numbers. and i summarized 3 paras instead of 2. goddamit. so tragic right. im so going to die. but zuowen was alright. coz i had alot of help from the creative dictionary. its way better than the besta one. can like type 2 words at a time and find the right combination of words. hmm. i realise i did the essays for both la and chi that lesser ppl wouuld do....haizzz.

watched wolverine today... it was, how should i put it? and eating a big mac without the beef. unsatisfying. wah lao. some parts are nonsensical lor. like when xavier suddenly appeared out of no where and started talking to cyclop's brain. like wtf man. with his retarded face. there wasnt a link..and wolverine's life in canada for 6 years was spent having sex every night? like wtf man haha. every scene they show with him and that woman was sex sex sex. and the worst thing was a parent actually brought his pri sch son to watch the movie. at an age where they're so impressionable?! wat are parents teaching their children nowadays?! it's so inappropriate for children to watch all the violent scenes...they'll end up like my cuz. 10 years old only and spewing vulgarities and being rude all the time. and violent. and insolent. so anw abt the movie. other than the hot guys they got to play the characters, the story line was bullshit...hugh jackman's bod was super hot. and daniel henney!! omfggg and cyclops! the only bad looking ones were stryker, will.i.am, the fat guy and sabertooth. oh ya plus xavier. the movie was nonsense lah. i agree with dawnyang, only the part where they showed wolverine and his bro fighting the wars was interesting...the first 2 were so much better and made so much more sense than the 3rd lor. and i liked him better when he loved jean. then aft the movie we went to sakae for a buffet.

where's the love!!?? so many topics for phy and i don't think i can rmb everything. having youxiang beside me sucks. that lousy bastard can't keep his stupid mouth shut. i thought chinese was alright. wow! like unbelievable for me right. hope i dont do too badly for zuowen. tmr's geog plus physics. lol. aft tmr can slack a bit alrd~~!!

tmr's the start of mid years,09'. you would ask"WHAT ARE U DOING BLOGGING AND NOT MUGGING YOUR BRAINS OUT?!" haha coz im quite certain im going to screw up my life by screwing up my grades...i was like telling my mom that i think im gonna do badly. then the china-obsessed woman was like "what abt chinese?!" "get back the grades and cry lor." of coz she wouldnt accept that lah. and i think she's signing me up for chinese classs, like those intensive ones. everyday one leh. siao right. hm, that's one of the disadvantages of not speaking 1 language at home. you end up being sucky at both. hais sad right. stupid we have to write essays this time, i want compres and reader response questions and why dont we have orals here!!! can talk to the examiner about stuff. HAHA. just came back from my ah ma's house. i think my family rocks la. it's always so noisy at gatherings. my mom was like telling my aunt about my cuz's(her side) wedding and that the guests were like not enthusiastic at all, like boring lah. then my aunt was like "coz it's not a sim family wedding what!" ya true. haha.

everyone's saying they're going to slack and go out during exams, im like, im not going to slack during trainings anymore! going to train until my boobs fall off! aim for national team(haha)! which means i have to work super hard and get rid of my lackadaisical attitude and and and my up there has to suffer! ive not gone for cca for so long, like 2 weeks plus exams 2 weeks, like a month. then when cca starts i have to wear the stupid sport bra to cca. agonizing. have to work on my back muscles alrd, if not it will hurt like crap all the time. ethel's gonna be my role model lah! so nice, angelic and all. the week just before exams she still goes for nat team training. so dedicated right. haha look at me!

shit la. i seriously think im going to cry when i get back my papers. not only will it hurt me emotionally, it will hurt me physically too. like i have to study even harder and my brain can't stop working until end of yrs to offset my sucky grades. anw my parents are like "dont study too hard ok." actually im not lah. not like pearlyn so hardcore, brush teeth also memorizing stuff. haha. i can still rmb last yrs and this yr's bio stuff which is like yayyy~~ dont have to study so hard. only have to read the stupid plant part. crazy lor. plants suck la. they should just die. HAHA. the only fun topics are the nervous system. can't wait for yr5 bio~~ gonna learn alot of interesting stuffs! i hope i dont do too badly for bio..............and for everything lah. yay, go watch tv alrd~de-pressurize~zen zen zen~

seriously, this is going too far.