i think i understand how he feels [ F3, u all should noe who im referring to]. that feeling is a feeling of emptiness n so on n so forth of bad stuff...but i dun care abt how he feels.hahahahahahahahaha.i dun noe n i dun care, i just want to do my hair (bimbo cheer, something like that)

today was sucky.veron told me wat someone said. that person asked someone abt something. n that person who big mouth went to ask told veron. n veron told me today. my heart was like drop lah. i dunno the way that person said it, but my heart literally dropped. its like everything went like silent for a moment. words can never explain this feeling. i tried to forget it during Drama lesson, i laughed alot hahax. jun ming had boobs!! even bigger than mine. but they were made of newspapers.hahax!! so cute.

after that, we had newspaper collection. almost all the guys "ran" away. toopid ppl. leave 3 guys (austin n keng hwee n chee yang) to help us girls lor. no use lor. especially those ppl who never bring newspapers.

then, we went fer gardening. i thought we had 3rd lang today lah. i brought my file lor.hahax, but in the end also dun have. joy to the world. i wet my skirt while gardening,i wet my shoes too!

but gardening was quite fun lor. ms lee choy yok (is her name spelled like that?) was veh nice. at first i thought she was so obssed with plants that i called her a plant freak. i actually thought she was those kind of ppl who talks to their plants, then play music for them, sing to them etc... but she was actually not like that i think, she was veh nice..she told us abt the elephant apple tree and the round puffy flowers. she really takes care of the plants in sch!

after gardening, F4 went to tiong bahru plaza for lunch cum dinner at KFC. i couldnt seem to be able to eat my banditto properly and i talked with the chicken hanging from my mouth.hahax. we laughed alot. claudia did wat she usually does, *ahem*. lols. valerie almost vomitted. veron arh, she sat beside me? she laughed alot too. err, ya, all in all, we laughed alot.

we went to take neoprints after that, hahax, had to go expell some waste from my body. went to the toilet at the cinema wif val, we kept talking there cause it was quite scary, heard that some woman hung herself there with her hair.

took neoprints. then the machine veh wat lor...
end of story.

hmm....tuesday was quite dull. didnt do much for cca. but coach said that he wants to change the girl's vice captain. ?????????? isnt jiali doing veh well..... wat the hell...change for wat lah....like that veh bad lor...siao a...when we were outside doing the ball control thing, then there were 4 ang mohs walking towards our direction with mr teo.
then i thought, hmmm, mr teo, teacher in charge for volleyball, so the ang mohs might be here to teach us!!!! i got so excited for nothing, n got called "fa hua chi" by the coach. In the end those ang mohs were basket ballers...waliao...
aiyo,i cannot jump n spike leh...i cant run properly also...got laughed at by the coach somemore.

then after like 1 n a half hr, melvin came. thought he wasnt going to come. pon almost half of the training lor...might as well dun come, also didnt do much...maybe got detention.hahahahaha.

did pt.got laughed at by the coach again. he say that my coordination sometimes veh gd sometimes veh bad. i couldnt even do jumping jacks. got veh cofused after a while.

LAST THING THAT I WANT TO SAY THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH CCA IS THAT SOME PPL ARE VEH FLIRT. THERE IS A KING SIZED FLIRT THAT I NOE, 2 QUEEN SIZED FLIRT THAT I ALSO NOE. ALL OF THEM ARE SUPER BIG FLIRTS. JUST THAT 1 FLIRTS MORE THAN THE OTHER 2.

TOOPID QUEEN SIZED FLIRT!!!!!!!!!!TOOPID KING SIZED FLIRT!!!!!

last firday was the worst day of all these 13 years.ahhh.1 started gettting very like,how to say,worked up over this particular thing that i have been bottling up.during the first water break,i told someone, n u noe,i kind of like ranted on and on abt that thing.then finally when i finished, i actually felt angry instead of being sad. which was horrible cause when we went back to the court, i wanted to cry. but i couldnt,not infront of all the volleyballers and the coach.but few drops came out anyway.
then from then on,i was like so sad until im so angry lah,then i showed everyone a black face and i didnt talk from then on. then, the stupid coaches thought i had some conflict with the team.then during the de brief, they were like being very un understanding lah.they didnt even noe what happened lor. then they anyhow say that we have conflict or watever thing that is totally not true.then its like they all giving us so much pressure lor...then they keep saying dunno wat lah.anyways....i dun care.
abt that thing.i dun care either. let nature take its path.see how it goes.

val sent us an msg yesterday. claudia and veron was very hurt,sad.but i felt "oh.."
but i just read val's blog 5 mins ago.
i think im feeling wat claudia and veron feels...
its not a very nice feeling.
OK.enough of the sad stuff.

now, to the gossipy stuff.
i read person a's msn space sometime not long ago.
her space was utterly filled with wat i call RUBBISH.
unless u r a gd fren of her's u will go like "waliao a, wats her prob.."
ok, person a's a she.
she comments alot abt guys and i mean ALOT.
she not only comments, but she complains.
she complains abt the stuff that guys did to her,which is like...waliao a...
the stuff that she writes abt is like trying to tell ppl that alot of guys like her lah.
almost every different post, there will be a new guy to comment or to complain abt.
its like she never see guys before lah.
she keeps blabbering abt guys teasing her,laughing at her,mimicking her..so on and so forth.

next comes the disgusting stuff.
presenting the maths teacher for 1A da da da da[fan fare] MR GOH!!!THE NIE teacher teaching my class.
gosh, he is like so ew lah.
During the CID maths cluster, wanzhen told me the very very ew stuff that he did.
she said that mr goh very disgusting lor, then she said that just now,when he was outside the classroom waiting for our chinese teacher to finish teaching, he was digging his nose.
when she said that i was like laughing and laughing and laughing.
then she said that when mrs choy came, he still did not stop digging.is he trying to dig for gold in there???then she said that after digging he flicked his pi sai or something like that.ew....but totally hilarious.hahahahahahaha.i couldnt stop laughing throughout the whole CID lesson!