crazy im wasting my time on some stupid survey when i can rest. seriously im feeling so stressed out now. got back the phy test paper...was alright...an A2 like a milestone for me right. but it wasnt up to expectations really, could have done better, like for bio. im not boasting ok. but seriously. urgh!!! everything's frickin tested for phy mye. frickin frickin frickin tested. everything everything everything! totally whackadooodle right. seriously going to fall apart under all the stress. going to 崩溃 already. haha i ranked Dr Yeo Poh Teck 3rd in people who influenced me in my choice of chosen dunno what haha. he's the clinical neurologist my mom went to. when i stepped into his clinic in gleneagles i was like woah. influenced. haha dunno wierd feeling. haha if you're wondering who's the top in my ranking, its me lah, naturally. like duh. i influence myself. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. gonna watch survivor later~ i need to rest my head. like seriously. told my mom to be prepared to bring me to the clinic soon. gonna fall sick, i can forsee my tension headache coming. like everytime during exam period. stress=tension headache and some random symptoms. and worse, sw's sick. that idiot purposly coughed in my ws. asshole. so inconsiderate lor this kind of ppl, sick alrd still come to sch and spread the virus. seriously. anw the point of this post is, I'M SO DEAD FOR PHYSICS. SERIOUS. NO JOKE. NO KID. SERIOUSLY. HAIZZZZ. I DON'T HAVE TUITION AND I NEED HELP! T_T and i'm hungry. usually when i'm stressed my appetite is suppressed, but i feel hungry all the time. and i keep having the runs!!! it's either the stress or there's smth wrong with my body. reflex action to stress. grrrrr. my thumb feels like it's going to be sprained soon. yay that means i may get unlitimited time for exams~whoopie.

the geog scope is so skimpy! not that i hate it but i feel a little uneasy..................... everyone's mugging like mad but i'm procrastinating. urghhhh. haiz. i hope i do well for chinese! HAHA. no, seriously.

urggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhh.
i've decided. i'm sick and tired of being so lousy and nooby at vb. i'm gonna start training until my boobs drop off after mid years. that would probably mean me falling sick more often, urgh. just wanna be good cos....

my pipa teacher said he's v satisfied with my lun3. he even said i lun3 even better than those pipa ppl in co. hehe felt damn good. so satisfying. he's much better than my stupid (fired) piano teacher. no praises at all. absolutely none. only scorn. hmph, ppl who don't know how to appreciate my music will just be fired by moi. hahahahaha. my tcher's v satisfied with my lun3~~~~~ actually i find it v scary. i don't practice at all. like completely not practice, then go for the lesson and every lesson he will say i improved. lol. scary right. it's either the teacher's trying to cheat my money or that i'm talented, the former's quite impossible. hahaha. so it means im talented lah. hahahhaha!!!

LOL!! THERE'S WATER POLO FOR GIRLS! that's gross lah. go read the article on redsports. water polo guys are alrd ._____. but girls! LOL. hehe go see the pics on redsports.

i feel lousy. im not doing anything well. i dont have anything im good at. i dont know how to do alot of qns in the math rev paper2. it sucks ok. totally wasted my afternoon. i cant rmb anything we learnt. i hate my bad memory, that i forget things easily. got pissed with myself. pissed cos i cant do some of the qns and peeved cos i finished the last tube of fruitips. so i have none left to eat. pissed at my mom cos she didnt zip the ziplock bag after taking out the mini boxes of raisin and the mother fucking ants were attracted to the medium box of raisin that is not completely sealed like the mini boxes. wth. slept from 3-5 missed half of totally spies and wizards of waverly place. pissed ok. super pissed. angry! anger from stress. hais. in the end i'll still just study the day before every paper and get super worried. i'm v worried for ss. the first graded assgn left me reeling. i seriously hate bryan tan. he think's he's so smart cos he owns a mac and he's so tall. but i think he's stupid. maybe there's lesser oxygen up there. i hate it when he speaks to my classmates with that condescending tone. he keeps having bitch fits. crazy bastard anyhow sarca ppl. and its worse when he's digressing so much. dunno wtf he's teaching us. wasting time letting us watch some video about the stupid thais and their stupid government. i dont see how it has anything to do with racial discrimination in singapore or anything to do with singapore for that matter. dunno lah. but chia kelli and ernest chia are by far the best ss teachers. b.t is completely unprofessional cos he says the EXACT same thing in every class with the exact same sentece. so unprofessional right.

s factor is damn stupid. haha. got this stupid girl who can't speak english properly. reminds me of that girl who went up on stage on friday. wtf is "macks" and "skuul"! HAHA. riddiculous.

our stupid tv is frickin spoiling and nobody's doing anything about it. some lines will appear at the sides which distorts the picture. annoys me to hell. the only working tv is in my parents room but there's no cable! no cable = no disney channel. no disney channel= no totally spies and martin mystery. no totally spies and martin mystery=me no happy.

we have homework piled up to our necks! the pace is crazy now. i'm finally starting to feel the pressure. my head was spinning all day during lessons no thanks to my grandma ytd night. whoohoo. i think my head spoil alrd. i smell joss sticks now. lol. i like the smell of joss sticks. haha. can't wait for west msia trip! gonna be so sososososoososososososos fun. wa lao, i thought songwei was finally nice to me during la lesson when he told me to go back to my old seat beside him. in the end only need my brain to think of essay pts for him only. suckker. throwed paper balls at each other aft sch ytd and the day before. haha. went for trng today even though i decided not to when i saw jiali. the double setting spiking thing with sr was quite fun but tiring coz my stamina is totally shiteous. hais im deproving like mad. cant do anything properly. i feel lousy. unaccomplished. haissssssssssssssssss. then consulted the team on smsing ___.
*bla bla bla bla*
me: aft we warm up to each other i can just sms the way i usually do.
sr: you have to send how many million of msgs for that to happen.
hais. sad right. find me someone better looking than __ la. haha. sorry my perception of beauty is what's on the outside. sue me! haha. sianzzz wasting my time only. abstinence!
homework homework homework. do until my brain shrivels. my brain feels arid, can't think. need more water!!!!! i wanna endorse sun maid raisins. haha. im their biggest fan manzzz. so cool la. then my face will replace that stupid cartoon woman on the raisin box.

NEXT TUESDAY IS BEN AND JERRY'S FREE ICE CREAM DAY!!!!OMGOGMG. HAHA. the entire team is so gonna chiong to vivo aft sch to queue up. catch us there! haha!

I've decided, I'm going for training tmr. although im in pain now. i hope it'll be better tmr....
HHAHAHA . 9 MESSAGES ALRD! IT'S A START OK! hehe. was smsing ____ in the lt during the asean crap. consulted everyone around me on wat's best to reply ___. HHAHAHA. hais i think my messages are too dao...like ___'s. hais. i'm going to dao everyone except for _____.

havent blogged for a long time. i'm gonna type random things.

Miss chong told us the wrong definition of pink elephant! i went to search for it cos i thought her definition was abit wierd. Hmph, she still calls herself an english teacher. hahahaha. she's as boring as brenda law. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. me want vida!!!! 

I'm going name my daughters Megan, Morgan and Marjorie. My son is less important. He can just be called M. hahahaha. Morgan is so cool. like MORGANZA!! 

My elbow hurts like mad. the joint. our trainings are always unproductive. and even more when the smelly old man isnt here. it's super useless, agonizing, and dumb. seriously. train for 3 yrs alrd every year also go n lose. might as well don't play. haha. i love my attitude. but seriously la, i cant be enthusiastic forever right? anw im not going for trng on friday. total waste of my time. id rather go home and sleep. hm. can't wait to have a new coach plus a new campus, which means we finally have a frickin indoor court. then i wont skip cca so often. we're frickin going to have a smooth and clean for to roll on muahhhaa. 

my 2.4 timing was 15.27. sue me. i've skipped 2 wks of trng. the 1st wk cos i had mc. the 2nd cos i didnt feel like going. seriously love my attitude. HAHA. i'm gonna pon again on friday. catch me if you can!!! HAHAHAHHAHA.

writing the goddammed zuowen now. seriously. i think my chinese essays are over simplistic and my sentences dont make sense most of the time. shitzzzz. how am i going to get an a1??!! we're writing some narrative for the 4th zuowen. id rather write in english. so much easier. pearlyn says my essay sounds more like a script. haha. so fun being a script writer. hmm. i might be one next time. woots e-careers ftw. gonna get pearlyn to edit my nonsensical essay tmr.

pulau semakau lj was fun and the enmazing race thing was fun too. cant wait for our west m'sia trip in july! yayyy!! 4A rules! it's gonna be so fun!!! we seriously need a class tee. songwei is too incompetent to be a chairperson. i should totally take over him. 

my bag only contains my file. notes notes notes and more notes. but i have........hahhahaha. i must stop looking at it. or else i'll get smitten over and over again. heh heh....aft what chihyun told me i think i seriously think too much and interpret things wrongly. heheheheh.   

oh yes, go use www.last.fm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RiQgEn5ibYg

It used to be only the 3 of us.

, 2 more years.

went to sweep grave in the morning. lol quite funny. my aunt got some 4D number from my grandfather...$50 big $50 small ibet and she just won $1000. lol. they were screaming haha. siao. anw, funny right, my sao mu not like sao mu cos my grandad is inside an urn and on a shelf. lol. disrespectful i think not? i think its funny if you think about it. heh.

went to NTU aft that with evil shortie, ethel, janice, feifei and soggy. lol. saw alot of ahem wierd ppl from neighbourhood schools. the serangoon sec girls were making a fool of themselves cat calling and talking loudly. girls should be seen and not heard. guess thats not part of their education..HEHE. but we laughed like no body's business there too cos of the girls sitting with the ah beng who's dressed head to toe in alternating colours. EVEN HIS PANTS! like one pant leg black the other one white. horrible right. but he looks quite ok but his dressing sucks to the apple core. haha we would have preferred him without his pants on. and his friends...lol the girls. we laughed at them. went hysterical haha cos one of them tried to act chio and failed miserably. laughed at a green shirt facilitator. and at feifei's group's facilitator. LOLOLOL. sw and him were so disappointed to not have a chio one. so funny. haha. we were in the same bus as the alternating colour ah beng and his equally ah lian-ish friends. lol when we reached the int change then i stood up feifei was like "you want to see somemore then later then go down" or smth. lollllll then we sat on the bus until they walked past us.laugh laugh laugh ,laugh then saw jiali lols.

then went to get a pair of shoes. yes yes yes~

laughed so much today my mouth is sore. haha.

EVIL BEANZZZ WE MUST PWN THE NEIGHBOURHOOD SCH PPL K!!! HAHAHAHHAHA. but we can't outrun the global indian school ppl. cos__________*fill in the blank* tee hee.

USA '97

mom, me,dad(:

that's me and my ivy league(then)cuz.

i rmb i insisted that i want to watch some bungee thing that my parents didnt want to. then they left me there sitting there alone amongst all the angmohs.

transit at narita airport.

mom and i and guess what behind us. haha.

Disneyland california i think. I didnt wanna leave the stupid mickey mouse car. threw a bitch fit. which explains why im jumping or stamping my feet in the pic. haha. i was such an annoying child. my parents should have just left me there. instead of bringing me back to the horrible weather.

at knotts berry farm.
ok lol this is classic. fantasic~

anw the ride behind was horrible. absolutely terrifying. that was when i was like 4. the stupid snoopy farm had so little visitors..i insisted on going onto the yellow bus thing, then i ended up being the only one on it. which to my horror started shaking vigorously which made me panic. started screaming for my parents and tried to open the gate or smth. so lame lor.

Today marks the day. Where last min mugging plus luck proved to be better than mugging your ass off and having lesson notes and memorizing power point slides on your macbook. YAY RV! YAY US! WHEE~ it started off with us asking each other geog-y questions in class during chi lesson. then asking the prcs about the fresh water lakes in china. haha. then tested each other on the highest mountain and longest river in each country shit which frickin didnt come out at all!! then went for our lunch break where we ate and continued discussing. then went on the bus and we starting to discuss non geog related stuff. haha. wat lang arts teacher in the staff room throw b.f. (bitch fit) LOLOL. Alan learnt that b.f thing from moi. w.o.o.w.haha. then reached there saw some crazy woman running around the track in her sports bar displaying her saggy booobies for the whole world to see. siao one. she kept changing her running direction. from clockwise, then EHH!! SHE CHANGE DIRECTION!!(evelyn) then to anti clockwise. lol. I was like saying that if we lose to neighbourhood school people it would be so damn embarrassing and more embarrassing if we can't even get past the first round. Alan and I made a pact that we're going to drown ourselves in the swimming pool aft cursing and hurling insults at acjc and something that's quite sensitive to acjc people. can't say haha. oh yes! and today marks the day where we don't even have to say prayers like RI before the competition to get first place. HAHAHA. Yeah so anw, yeah yeah! we won we won we won. with a hugeass trophey for the school and medals for the 4 of us who went up on stage~~ The questions they gave us for the first round was...a level geog according to ms or. mr chan refused to set his eyes on the question paper...lol. it was tough. haha. but we got past that round nonetheless. ahem.haha. and the schools that i predicted who couldnt get past the first round really didnt get past the first round. muahahha!!! hahahahhahaa. will continue the whole thing on friday. shall continue with the entire thing tmr. or friday. saw the pics we took in the US when i was 4. LOL. i was digging my frickin nose in one. lol.