erm.not much to say.i had piano lesson just now.then my teacher say that my piece surely get very high marks de.i was quite happy.but i couldnt smile.i wonder y.maybe i didnt think it was good enough.yepp.thats y.it wasnt good enough.i was so stressed out trying to impress my piano teacher.but the problem is i didnt practice for like 1 week.n i forgot some parts...then i was trying my best to pretend to be very pro.it worked though.for 1 piece.then the scales was horrible.all broken.i couldnt stand it.its like everytime i try to impress my piano teacher.but i dont noe y.its just that i feel that she expects more from me.then im like so afraid that i would like waste her time her and my $ if i dont concentrate and play proplerly.
Well, i really think that i have improved quite alot...compared to last year.its like this year my piano skills "kai qiao".i used to play songs that r like very broken.for 1 bar i can make like aloooot of mistakes.then my teacher also very frustrated. but this year.i could suddenly play without and i mean without any mistakes. its like i've finally woken up. oh, well.i'll have to work harder on my scales.if not im so going to die during my exams.then the examiner surely ang moh one.i dunno y in front of ang mohs i very nervous one lah. like the 2 exams before this(FYI i skipped alot of grades.in grade 5 now.pro right,for someone who didnt concentrate for like 6 years), the examiners were ang mohs. then i was so freakin nervous.my fingers started to tremble when it touched the keys.so afraid.anyways.before i sign off.I LOVE HIM FOREVER.