OMG. JOSHUA NOES ___.
OMGT.T
IM GG TO CRY. HE'S GETTING HIS EMAIL FOR ME.
HEH HEH HEH.

finally im gg to get his email...then get to noe him.heh heh heh. jiali must be super jealous!!>:)
like what jiao lian told us during the camp, in chinese, the most difficult thing to get is the most precious. oh yeahh. but he added, "so nxt time u all got guys want to chase u all musnt let him get u easily. "LOL.

okok, im gg to blog abt the siloso volleyball challenge 2008, to explain why joshua suddenly appeared in the post.haha.
so er, it started off damn early in the morning.
and the day b4 was the camp so we were damn tired...T.T
then sr say meet at 7am at harbour frnt.
in the end she came late.
we went to eat then go siloso...
so er, yeah.
played the first match.
felt a little apprehensive at first but dunno why me and sr kee siao at the start.
sian nee serve 3 times we watch the ball land, "eh, yours la!" then followed by mad laughter.
won the first set, then they won 2nd set. damn had to play for another set, aiseh. sry stephanie and sr:(
then ah, madness, i panicked like mad. so that was what i was apprehensive abt. sr spike and serve like mad then i help to lose all the pts.
but in the end got help to gain some with continuous service aces.
until the crucial moment. really helpless seh. haha. self talked. "we must win. we must win this damn thing." They were leading by like 7 pts or smth, but we caught up soon. then it was "4 more pts to go only" before we won. aced the last 2 service, then we won!!
during the 3rd set, micole, chihyun and jiali came to support us aft their match with the holy presbytarian ppl. really needed the support. Aft we won i almost cried. so happy, relieved, although this was just a minor game, but it meant smth to us, or me at least- team spirit. Even though you feel like giving up, you are cynical about winning, the thought of victory has been overwhelmed by fear, disappointment, frustration, your team mates are at the sidelines, cheering. Knowing that is enough for you to win, to want to win. Really, couldnt let them down, we talked abt this match before, i felt that it was our pride at stake, we musnt lose. Like what sr said, we cant let ourselves down. really. And then, when you win, every thought in your mind, every bit of fear, worry, just disappears and it's taken over by exultation, "psychedelia". Can't find the exact word to explain the feeling, but its the feeling of extreme, well- deserved happiness.
Then it was team jiali's turn to play . Yeah, me stephanie and sr were there cheering for them. haha, to be honest, i was so desperate for the extra money that i badly wanted them to win. This extra victory really proved to them luh. haha. This isnt personal attack or anytihng, but i just want to, er, express my opinion abt smth, abt a reaction. I guess our team should noe who i'm referring to, yx too. Well, losing is smth right? who in the right mind would want to lose, dammit. yeah, like when both our teams lost to u in the opening matches 2 wks ago. we felt like shit. you think its nice losing? but we told ourselves, at least, to play better, harder. We didnt outrightly say anything abt our loss. and it wouldnt be fair if anyone did cos in a sport, someone has to lose. i dont know abt you but you have been in this sport way longer than i have. i was in netball in pri sch for a measly 1 yr, i was slacking all the way so that shouldnt count. but being in this particular sport, for more than 3 yrs, longer than us. You should know more more about being a good sportsman, what sportsmanship is all about. i dont think anyone of us would give a damn abt any stupid comments, i may seem like i am but i'm just saying. what you did would just reflect badly on you, as a player, a sportsman, a sportswoman or rather. we felt for you at first, because we know you want to win badly too, we know exactly how it feels, we have been in your shoes 2 wks ago. maybe our feelings have all gone to waste. we won instead maybe bcos our desire to win was stronger, and it still is. what ive just said wasnt meant to spite you or anything, the point im trying to get at is, if you lose, "lose with grace", lose with more dignity, at least, ppl would respect you, it was a good game.
Anwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
hahahah. jerian and the guys were catching fish!! LOL. haha, in the end jiali and i went to look for them while watching the men's open. wtf, they so pro until i felt so sian. haha. bored aft a while. lol the fishes. haha. then aft a while we went back then the started killing the fishes. damn cool. i think they poured sand in the bottle with the fish. then poured everything out. all the tiny ones came out. got one super tiny clownfish or smth, it was like half a cm long, then dno who say is underage sex.cos the fish still premature or smth.lololol. then the big fish couldnt come out stuck. 5 cm i think. then brandon torture the fish like siao. then stuff the rubber band into its mouth, fish keychain! LOL.










then er, jiaolian wanted 2 of us to help faith do some stuff.
then stupid chihyun drag me along cos we got the same bday-___-
brought us to the cafe place then we thought we had to serve drinks and shit. lol. in the end had to sit there to do some registration thing.
"U ORDINARY, EXECUTIVE OR (cant rmb) MEMBER???"
LOLOLOL.in the end sat there for dno how long. then hehe, we went to take pics of the pics of some ppl. ahem.hehe.
then sr they all came and joined us.hahaha. oh ya, we walked some huge ass dog that belonged to one of the organizers there or smth. lol. damn huge, that slobbering mutt.hehe. damn cute la.haha.
then the cafe there got one little kid, v cute too.... what __ did to the little kid was damn cute.haha. and to the dog.
then er, took lots of pics. then waited damn long for the prize presentation. i killed a bee, or wasp, it was huge. then stuffed a stick up the body.
then played with the mutt. waited. wached the presentation clip. then er, prepared our speech for our prize presentation in sch..on a serviette.haha. damn long sia.
then er, got our money, medal and the photo frame of our team. each.
and lots of vball in btween.
and sr lost her hw.haha. it was my fault.haha. was reading it trying to rmb the damn formula, dno y cant rmb c=1/2m(q/delta t) lol. then left it under the tent. then aft bathing realized she lost it. then ran back, cant find. sorrry!!haha.
i'll go upload the pics we took during the camp and ytd.
oh ya, anw, joshua saw me at the cafe there. said he walked infront of me but i didnt recognize him.haha. so thats the story of joshua.haha. wow, he could still recognize me, he changed alot i think, frm that chubby hairy gorilla to a er, thinner person?lol. haha.