wtf.
im freaking pissed now.
my mother's being super paranoid about things, no, scrape that, SHE'S BEING PARANOID ABOUT EVERYHING.
i've had enough ok.
i cant take all the emotional stress she has been giving me for years.
she just goes mad abt trivial stuff, then go arnd complaining to her friends abt how unfilial i am.
then her friends will come and "counsel " me.
wtf?
she always makes it seem as if im the one at fault.
i always get blamed by her for everything tht's her fault.
i dont mind taking up the blame for her,
but there is a limit to everything.
she always pushes the blame to me when my dad's arnd.
then my dad will start scolding me.
wtf.
childish much?
my mother retorts ok.
like literally, like wat a little kid, someone childish would do.
when i ask her not to do smth, she will give this insulted look and say bitterly,"you also wat."
like wtf?
she's a freaking 51 year old woman who has alrd gone through puberty and in the midst of menopause.

then theres dora lee.
wtf.
to hell with the possibility that some tcher would chance upon my blog.
like wth.
my freaking blog is desolated.
wat the fuck is wrong with her.
she is so freaking uncouth, uncultured, and all the adjectives that fits into the context of rude.
when yx's paper flew to chanmint's side, she said he did that on purpose just to get close to girls.
then my pen cap dropped on the floor.
she say until so sarca that my life is so interesting tht my pen cap dropped.
then bryce was saying smth to me, thens he say tht he's busy talking to his gf.
then i was late for class cos i had to use the toilet cos i freaking COINCIDENTALLY got a stomach ache b4 lsn.
then she asked me stand outside the clsroom then start saying meaningless stuff implying tht im lieing to her.
then i say im not lieing to her, then she say she also nva say that im lieing to her.
wtf man, she was so sarcastic and kept wanting me to admit that im lieing to her.
then she say aft having stomach ache, i will have menstruation cramps, then dno wat sai.
i've nva seen such an uncouth tcher.
wtf.

i need an escape.
when we move to the new campus, i'll be staying in the hostel.
when we graduate, i'll get a scholarship and leave.
if i stay here any longer,
i'll lose my sanity.
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for yr information, tht was me pointing my middle finger.