i need contacts, dammit.
Mother,(i'm not gg to call her mom now)refuses to get contacts for me.
and it's all Menopause's fault.
!#@$%#$^
MENOPAUSE TURNS YR MOM INTO A FREAK, I SWEAR.
well, for me, my mom's alrd a huge freak, and now she's a total beotch.
NAAAAAAAAABEHHHHHHH.
she refuses to buy skiing jackets,
so maybe we'll all freeze and die on the ski slope.
so, i may not be coming back to singapore anymore.
im gg to leave my will here.

huishan's will:
when u read this, maybe im alrd dead, left frozen on the ski slope,
because of my muthafucking mother who refused to buy ski jackets.
that, also, is the reason for my chilly death.
if im not back on the 31st, please kindly inform the police, and tell them abt my, *chokes*chilly death.*sobs*
my last wish is to give my scholarship money to someone who needs to buy a ski jacket but their mother refuses to buy.
dont let that person dies such a drafty death.*sobs sobs**chokes*like me.
please bury me with my nike watch, my baby g watch(someone help me thank ma xingning for finding it, greatly appreciated, will send u smth from heaven.), my tabby, my boyfrend(nike{pronounced the way its spelled})and my bolster.
let me rest in peace on my pillow, hugging my bolster.*sobs twice*
and my dog, please mummify him, and bury him with me.*sobs thrice*
ensure a 50metre distance of my grave, no, i want a mausoleum, from my mother's, urn.
and everyone, rmb, this is how *chokes* huishan died. *goes hysterical"boo hoo, y must i die so young?!boo hoo, i still have alot of things i havent done!!!boo hoo!!!"*